Self-Controlled / Magick User

I am pretty happy with myself for controlling myself well today. Issac did came out but at the end of the day, Shah Rizal is still the one in control.

Anyway, let's discuss about magick.

At the age of 11, I started listening to stories told by my friends in school that they have magical powers. I was still young then and did not know much about all these. I just went along with what they did.

At the age of 14, that was the first time I discovered alot of things in life. That was also the first time, I had downloaded the now popular internet relay chat. I keyed in #magick and surprisingly, the room existed and there were alot of nicknames.

Curiosity got the better of me and I started interacting with those people.

Slowly, I discovered alot of things.

They introduced to me a shop, a magick shop, at Holland Grove, but now, the shop had shifted. I bought alot of mystical gems there.

I don't do tarots.

So the day I stepped into the shop, the lady looked at me and told me I didn't believe in magick. She was right. I was like what the hell are all these about? I surveyed and soon after left.

I still remembered, before I opened the door and stepped out of the shop, she told me that I would come back.

And so I did.

She told me a few things I didn't want to believe at first but now, I truly understand what she said about magick.

I'm a magick user.