What Kind of Thinking Is That?

I'm feeling alittle mean today.

I am a busy man. I have work, I have to take care of my blog and I have a lover and on top of that I am clearing a few advertorials which I am suppose to clear weeks ago.

Sometimes, I am so busy, I don't have time for events. Some people think that I am SO free that I can go to whatever events I want.

And that I go to so many events, I am not willing to share with people my invites.

NOT TRUE.

If I have invites, I will invite you guys.

Take for instance,

Issac, how come for the past few weeks no events for us to go to already ah? Have you forgotten about us? So selfish.

If I am selfish, then why would I still invite you from the start? Have you not come to the events I've been to? - You have.

I still have invites to events but I am busy. I don't even have the time to go to events these few days because I am prioritizing my time for my work and love and family.

I love my job. I love my family. And I love my other half.

Events are no longer a must for me.

People have this idea planted in their head that I have forgotten about them when it comes to event invites.

I am not trying to be mean here. But I do have my own sets of invites to events and I did asked you guys along. Didn't I?

Just because, I don't ask you guys to events anymore, you think I'm selfish. And when I invited you guys to events, not even a THANK YOU.

Ingrates.

P/S: Not that I am complaining that I don't have enough time for events.

P/S/S: From now on, NO MORE EVENTS for me UNLESS NECCESSARY if its for my work or if its an event organized by my good friends.

P/S/S/S: YOU CAN KISS MY PUWET!

P/S/S/S/S: I'm not someone who will write angry or mean post but this is a MUST.

Congratulations Josh And Edison

You both take lovely pre-wedding photos!

I wish you both to live in peace and in perfect union at least till your golden jubilee!

Kidney Stones

Kidney stones are masses of crystals and protein and are common causes of urinary tract obstruction in adults. For a long time, increased water intake has been the main preventive measure for the disease and its recurrence.

Yesterday, I was abruptly awakened  by a tremendous pain felt in the belly area and the side of the back. Instantly I knew what it was. I knew there are kidney stones in my body. The pain lasted for more than an hour but I was persistent of not going to the hospital. I knew I can make do with just the doctor in a normal clinic.

I want to thank Jen Su, Chong Lip, Jeffrey and J for being there for me and also apologizing to them for waking them up really early in the morning.

I really have to take proper care of myself.

I am still recovering.

Bothered By Stalkers

It's been a long time since I wrote something very personal in my blog but I have to address this else I will be very confrontational towards the person.

I am really bothered by people who persistently stalk me wherever I go.

I don't do check-ins with my facebook app and I don't reveal where I am to the public till a few days later when I will blog about it!

Yesterday, I went to ZIRCA because.

1. I was free.

2. It is a public holiday the next day.

3. I went to support DJ George Leong.

4. My friends were there and its been a long time since I met up with them.

FYI, I don't really mind people taking photos with me or OF me.

But when you're taking photos of me in THE TOILET, now that's a big problem. I need my privacy PRIVACY, YOU NUTSY PERVERTIC GUY!

Then I was minding my own business with my friends, then this particular person came over to say his HELLOs.

Fine, no biggie about that.

He even talked to my friends and I introduced him to them.

No biggie again.

Then he sat at the couch next to us. Resting.

No biggie about that again.

Minutes later, we left and went to the dancefloor. There he was right next to us, smiling like a psychotic guy. I decided to move away with a friend of mine to the second floor to rest.

While resting, I felt as if I was being watched. So I turned back and saw THAT particular guy walking pass me again and again and again!

Now, this is a BIGGIE.

I NEED MY SPACE!

I am downright pissed with this particular person who kept walking pass me and then tried to strike conversation with me when clearly I wanted a private time with my friend.

I told him I was busy and he should just go dance with his friends. He disappeared but reappeared again minutes later and came to me again.

WTF! Insanity!
There are unfortunately four types of stalker!


The "obsessive stalker" is possessive of the victim. Former boyfriends and girlfriends who won't move on fall into this category.

The "revenge stalker" is trying to harm the victim in retaliation for a perceived slight. This can be real or imaginary.

The "delusional stalker" has an imaginary relationship with the victim. They may not even know each other. Stalkers who pursue celebrities fall into this category. This type of stalker is the most dangerous since they are less likely to listen to reason.

And then there's the "TRYING-SO-HARD-TO-KNOW-YOU stalker".

Listen, you don't have to be so pushy to know someone. If you are personable, people wouldn't mind knowing you as a friend BUT YOU ARE NOT.

They are two types of  'POPULAR' people.

1. Those who are personable.

2. Those who are infamous for their irky behaviours.

You belong to the second group.

If I ever see you again disturbing my friends and I, you'll be sorry.

Closure.

Closure.

Priorities.

Journey of Discoveries

A search is a Endless journey of discoveries , in all spectrum of emotion we dive to places and situation we don't know why. I am on that journey! Magical I must say indeed the search goes on , I grow from strength to strength so often when I know myself I discover i don't !

When put to the test i often find a new me. In the journey games of emotion often played , i learn to master it , I only trust my heart , often given chances to many who cross my path I open up my heart , that's the source where I come from in all great grandness of love, I exploded so readily to share my motal love , and often a fleeting moment of deception ends it all , and only now I my journey is the ART of un conditional LOVE a tough act to fellow.

I am the master of it now , I know I only trust my heart , ready to share i am still and to also ready to end it I will , no more explanation need or stories for ending , it's where the journey of search continues till end of time .

An ALL new ME

I used to be a geeky, nerdy LOSER in school.

I am no longer that person!

I am ME. I take control of where I want to go, where I want to be, who I am connecting with and who I want to be friends with.

I don't want to be the loser me NO MORE!

Still The Same Eyes

I am going to address to a few readers who sent me emails asking IF I DID anything TO MY EYES. In other words, plastic surgery.

My answer is NO.

I do not want to alter anything GOD gave me.

Maybe liposuction. LOL!

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Limit

I can't be good at everything.

I can't always be the best but I will always try to be he best.

But sometimes my best isn't your best.

Dear Heart, ...

Blogging Is Part Of My Life

When I am making coffee, my laptop will be next to me, so that I can blog.

When I am out, I will be blogging on my handphone blogging application.

Before I go to bed, I blog.

Minutes after I wake up, I will reach for my laptop to blog.

You see, I love blogging so much.

Right or Wrong

A true friend is a person who dares to disagree with you at sometime but a fake friend agrees with you no matter you're wrong or right.

Problem With My Height

I didn't thought my height will be any problem until now!

I am 1.74. I AM FREAKING SHORT!


One producer said, "I love your ATTITUDE and SPUNK. But you're a bit short!"

SHORT!!!!!

OH MY GOD!

I WANT TO BE TALLER!

Goodbye Uncle!

My uncle just passed away, and the saddest thing was that he tried to contact my mum but was unable to find our number. It's only until his son got hold of our number from one of our relatives, it was too late.

Goodbye Uncle!

Hands Down; Best Love Song

This is by far the best love song I have ever listened to. This song is more than 6 years old.

Sarah Mclachlan - I Love You



I have a smile
Stretched from ear to ear
To see you walking down the road

We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
The world around disappears

Just you and me
On this island of hope
A breath between us could be miles

Let me surround you
My sea to your shore
Let me be the calm you seek

Oh and every time I’m close to you
There’s too much I can’t say
And you just walk away

And I forgot
To tell you
I love you
And the night’s
Too long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the strength to say I need you so

Oh and every time I’m close to you
There’s too much I can’t say
And you just walk away

And I forgot
To tell you
I love you
And the night’s
Too long
And cold here
Without you

#5700; The Change

I am a leader. I am a follower.

Sometimes, I find my life bleak. Sometimes, I find my life interesting.

Sometimes, I am all nice. Sometimes, I am all ANGRY and spit-fire.

Sometimes, I am smart. Sometimes, I am dumb.

The difference between seeing red and making amends is the openness in seeing half truths and lying in them. I hate being stuck in the middle.


The library of street ain't got no books to check out, but the street always could tell more than you needed to know. Many of us don't know our family tree. We are mad at each other, mad at them-most don't know why.

The oxymoron of life is giving me head rushes. The knot in my neck tells that I'm stressed and my lack of action is the tension.
I am almost positive that I turn into a completely different person at times.

Maybe that's why sometimes I forget what happened for the last few mins.

Thank you DREW!

Thank you DREW for helping me!

Disappontment

I've walked past Anger and now I am parked beside Disapointment.