My current relationship has been so topsy turvy. I've broken up with my current significant other over and over again. 14? 15 times? Sometimes I wonder why would I still be going back to my significant other when we had a major outburst and left each other already?
Then I realized its the time we had spend together and the weals and woes that we once shared. Times like that are hard to forget. This is my first breaking up and patching up back and breaking up and patching up back. It's like a neverending circle.
Totally, this relationship, I have not given up.
There are definitely people who confessed their feelings for me during my 'breather' period. There are people whom I once fancied and I thought wouldn't like me before suddenly confessed to me they liked me.
I tell you it's crazy.
There are people who confessed and shook my feelings alittle, making it sway. Yes, bad me. But the ironic thing is when you are pushing forth to try to get to know the people who confessed you that they love you, they seemed to be not interested anymore, pushing me away.
Puzzled I was.
If they noticed, I've slowly pushed myself away from them, stopping my constant sending of messages to them.
That was during my 'breather' period.
Now, I'm ready again to take another shot at love, with the same person. My mind was astrayed but not anymore.
Today is our 11th month. I was looking back at our past and I have to really applause myself for getting this far.
I'm really to give my love to you wholeheartedly. I'm ready to start a family with you. I'm ready to be with you forever.
Unless, touch wood, something happens again.
Happy 11th month anniversary honey!
From this time, 4.40am onwards on 2nd September, I, Isaac Ritz/Shah Rizal, will love you wholeheartedly and forever and ever and ever.
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