Singapore Idol - Jeassea K. Thyidor Out!



Oh my, I was really suprised by the votings. I was shocked when Gurmit announced that Jeassea K. Thyidor is eliminated from the competition. Did I hear wrongly or was Singaporeans too deaf-tone to take noticed of Jeassea's powerful and magnificant voice!



What's wrong with you people?! Yes, maybe they think that she, as a non-Singaporean should not win this idol competition and the one left standing should be a Singaporean. That's so wrong. She was really talented and has the 'X' factor.



To me, she is like one diva that will rocks the music industry but unfortunately, her journey has ended. I hope you all had made the right choice.



I was disappointed to see her go. She was one of those who can make it far... So will Leandra be next to leave the Singapore Idol competition? Hmm.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Who murdered Linda...



Cindy was a good friend of Linda for 23 long years and there still are till now. They do things together; shop, watch movie, and even share similar interests. They would always be assigned to do the same projects and assignment. They never parted from one another.



They share almost everything including dresses, accessories, cars, but not boyfriends. Linda has always been better-looking that Cindy and that gave an advantage to her.



Both of them fall in love with the same guy, Chris but Cindy gave up the fight willingly. However she felt disheartened to see the love of her life slided into Linda's hands.



Months later, Linda was still together with Chris but little did she knew, he was two-timing her. He had another girlfriend, Lisa. She was much more capable and intelligent than Linda but in terms of looks, Linda was much more better.



One fine day, Chris and Linda were dining at BB's restaurant. Before they left for the restaurant, Linda received a call. She was shocked upon hearing the news. But still, they proceeded to the restaurant and Linda pretended that nothing had happened.



Minutes after they sat down, they saw Chris's other girlfriend coming into the same restaurant with another guy.



Both of them met and confronted each other. By chance, they saw Cindy too at the restaurant alone.



Soon after, there was a huge commossion. Chris, Linda and Lisa felt betrayed. Lisa took a glass of wine from the table and splashed Linda's face. Chris stood up and slapped Lisa. Then, Lisa's other boyfriend pushed Chris to the ground.



Linda could not take it anymore and ran out of the restaurant but was too careless that she hit against Lisa. She did not apologize and continued running.



Cindy reached her hand out to Lisa and apologized to her for Linda.



Lisa found it pointless to continue fighting with Chris and left with her other boyfriend.



That night, Linda was sobbing alone in her room. Her parents were not back yet.



*Ring**Ring*



Chris took out his handphone from his pocket and saw Linda's handphone number appeared at the screen.



He answered but heard screams. Immediately, he rushed to her place.



15 minutes later, he arrived and realized that her house door was opened. He entered and saw Linda lying motionless at the floor covered with a pool of blood.



He knelt down and broke to tears. She was stabbed. He tried to take the knife out from her stomach but suddenly...



"Freeze!"



He turned around and saw the cops had surrounded him with guns pointing at his face.



He was brought to the police station for further questioning. But who actually murdered Linda?



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Add me at Icyboy85@gmail.com if you want to chat with me at msn! Cya there...



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Supremacy of The Higher Realm



This entry is specially dedicated to the person who has been vandalizing my tagboard. Let me present Sentimental and anoynomous. Both of those nicks are used by the same person as what the ip address had indicated to me.



Shouldn't you feel honoured to be mentioned in my blog? I believed you should. Well, you do not have to thank me in any way. All you have to do is bow to me as for you're just one of those minions who are disposable.



I am not the least angry but thrilled to have such people to actually enter my site and increase the statistics by 1. As for to why only now I respond, I was not the least bothered but now, I have to make it clear to the other blog readers wondering why I had removed the tagboard.



Simple reason; disrupted by an uncouth person who might be a little retard who have a low life with no friends to be with and have no choice but to waste his youthful life, sitting by the computer, using 1% of his brain cells to just think of mean words that could inflict others.



I'm not bothered at all with those bovine comments. I can understand why the person dislike me; I'm bold and spirited and that I don't go out with stupid people like you. It just make my life less perfect.



His comments just reflects on his behavior. I feel sorry for this kind of people. He, is not only stupid but has a puny brain who cannot and will never consume much information.



I look at the mean words and I told myself it's alright, for this person who not get laid at all. He is also ugly, sad and remarkable - with unremarkable intellect and leading an unremarkable life.



Soon after, he might have unremarkable children who will grow up to be other unremarkable beings vandalizing people's guestbook, comment box and tagboard no one gives a damn about except for unremarkable beings like him whom a task requiring slightly more than one brain cell would traumatize.



Maybe you should start spending your time doing meaningful things like fingering yourself till you bleed or maybe snap off your nipples and you can actually use them as a mole and stick it on your face.



Oh no! I will never stoop to his level. Shame on me. =)



I don't care who you are, what you wrote, I'm not pertubed. I have others who visit my site, other blog readers who I can connect with. Though, I'd known them not long but I believe they would not be indulged with your false accusations or remarks.



And therefore I shall put my tagboard back up. Flood as you wish but you will just be a laughing stock to the others. Your stupidity will be shown and they will realized how small your brain is.



Like what Xiaxue did, "Bah!"



I would love to see you squirm...



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Happy Birthday Derrick!



Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to Derrick aka Ah Dot! Happy Birthday to you!



One year older, one year funkier, one year cooler and one year smarter. I wish you all the best for your future undertakings and may you stay happy and cheerful always!













Your buddy,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Fishing Will Be My Next Hobby



I was thrilled to catch a black catfish which was 120 centimeters long. My rod was bent and nearly broke as I draw back the line. It was huge and heavy. Today was just my lucky day. This will be my first big catch.



To Salimie: You may have caught a crab previously but my fish is four times longer, heavier and bigger than your puny tiny crab. Haha! Erm, I read your entry ! http://slim_totti.blogspot.com/2004/09/snap-back-to-reality.html



Let's take a look at the catfish which I caught.







It may appear small in the picture but trust me, it's long and huge!



A close-up!







And then together with D.D, we caught a crab; a huge one to be precise and another catfish.

It is definitely twice the size of Salimie's crab.

Crabby: Get away from my face or I will snip off your tail, catfish!

Catfish: And I will sting you to death!

Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Need Space to Breathe



For the past few days, I was and am still busy. Have to do a lot of work, therefore, I was unable to really dedicate myself to blogging for this week.



Five of my classmates and I are setting up a hamper business and I have been appointed to assist the leader and to write a proposal. I will fill you all in regarding the hamper business a little later.



Apart from that, I was given the opportunity to become a counsellor to assist the problematic kids. Apparently, no PAY will be given but it has been a wonderful experience for me.



With the project date to due soon and creating a new template for my icyboy85's blog and managing my second blog, it's a little too stressful for me.



Though I'd been busy, I have never fail to visit all the blogs' links. So if I do not tag ya fellow blog readers, that does not mean I am not reading your entries anymore.



Peace out!

Data Communication Project



We were given 4 weeks to complete the project and submit a report to the teacher in charge. And now it's already the last week.



However, we had not complete it yet and there are still a fw minor errors. My teammates and I are struggling to get it done hook or by crook. I wished I could contribute more but my laptop does not have the visual basic program to do the project.



I had to do at school instead. Since I did not want to be accuse of having a free ride, I decided to do the report and find codings from the internet and input them to the project's client and server.



I hope that helps.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Networking Fundamental Test



I had no time to revise for my networking Fundamental test as I came home late and had to do a lot of things. So I decided to revise the test the next morning; 4am.



5 Chapters, 98 pages. I overestimated myself. I thought I could finish them up within an hour or two but I was wrong. Practically, I had to browse the last 2 chapters briefly, only reading and memorizing the key points.



And I did not really woke up at the time that I set. I was too tired that I overslept for two and a half hours. All I could do was to revise the chapters in the 45 minutes long bus journey ride to school.



But then when I reached school, I was informed that I need only study 3 chapters and not 5.



@#(*$(@#*@&.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal

The 'Bitchy' Aunty



As usual, everything seemed normal but as I was seated in the bus, along came two middle age lady, one sitting next to me while the other stood in front of her.



As soon as they opened their mouth, I swore I would slapped the lady who was seated silly. Irritating. Booming her voice in the bus as though she wanted everyone to hear her ramblings. Trying her best to tell everyone that she is a high class woman with authority but only to know that she is just a 'stinking' housewife.



Housewife 1 - seated.

Housewife 2 - Standing in front of her.



Housewife 1: Do you know that I had encountered with two uncouth girls in the bus. *Trying to speak with American Accent*



Housewife 2: What did they do to you?



Housewife 1: Well, I was looking for a seat and found a vacant spot so I decided to take up that space. *Pointed to the seat* You know, the seat facing the to the back of the bus instead of the front.



Housewife 2: A`huh. *Listening attentively.*



Housewife 1: And then there were these two girls putting their legs so high, hindering me from going to my seat. So I just decided to charge in.



Housewife 2: How rude they were.



Housewife 1: Of course. Eventually, one of the girls stepped on my feet. I think they did it on purpose.



Housewife 2: Wah...



Housewife 1: But of course, they apologized to me. I tell you ah, I fell like slapping them but I guessed it will be too harsh of a punishment for them so I decided to step on their feet back.



Housewife 2: A`huh...



Housewife 1: Wearing school uniform and still dare to act so uncouthly. I think she did it on purpose because I just charge in so she wasn't happy about it and decided to have revenge.



I asked my son, if it was right to slap the girl. But my son responded that if she did apologize, I cannot slap her.



And I should give the benefit of the doubt.



Housewife 2: Aiyoh. Why didn't you report to the police?



Housewife 1: *Taps on her friend's arm* Cannot! She already did it so even if I report to the police, I need a witness.



Housewife 2: Oh..



Housewife 1: So far I only encountered with CHAR BO.. guys havent yet.



Blah Blah Blah and everyone including me was looking at them.



Firstly, she shouldn't have charge in. That's really 'kiasu' of her. She could have said, 'EXCUSE ME, you are blocking my way.'



And stepping back at the girl's foot was really a childish act and she shouldn't flare up the matter.



To my opinion, she is no better than a kid.



Housewife 1: And then ah I saw this kid just throwing the banana peel to the floor. I was so enraged. I confronted him.



Housewife 2: What happen next...



I think her friend, Housewife 2, must be bored to death or she could have been cursing her deep down, "STOP YOUR FUCKING COMPLAINS! PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT US. WHY DID I HAVE A BITCHY FRIEND LIKE YOU?!"



All I ever wanted to do at that moment was to grab her by the throat and strangle her to death or hit her head hard against the wall.



Housewife 1: I told him, "Boy, later if someone step on the peel, they will fall," and you know what the boy responded? Don't be so nosey lah!



Housewife 2: That's really rude of him. You should have asked him to pick up.



Housewife 1: I didn't because I don't want to fight with him. And worst still, do you know what the boy said to me?



Housewife 2: No..What did he say?



Housewife 1: You're a good samaritan right? PICK IT UP LAH!



And then I saw a few of the passengers laughing to her stupidity.



Of course, I didn't laugh. I just rolled my eyeballs and looked away.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Dream...



It felt so real as though I was there in my dream. I didn't know what my dream really mean but I saw a few familiar faces.



I was engulfed in a thick fog, unable to see my surroundings, unable to find my way out. And then I tripped and fell but only to realize that I had fallen over a cliff.



Falling. Still Falling.



And then I hit against a tree and tumbled down to the ground. Afterward, I saw a familiar figure approaching me, wanting to help me up. It came nearer and I saw a pretty young lady whom I thought I know. We exchanged smiles but soon they faded away.



She waved me goodbye and left. But soon after I saw two guys standing in front of me. One was smaller built and had a spiky hair while the other was slightly taller. They reached out their hands to me but it seemed so far away. I wasn't able to reach them.



Seconds later, I heard whispers, "It's just infatuation..."



And something hit hard against my head.



I woke up..

Chalet and Picnic: 14th September to 16th September



Part 3 - The End



I reached back at 9.45pm, only to be waited and served barbeque foods by them. I would deeply apologize for arriving late as I was held up by the late coming bus, 17.



Somehow, I felt at home, laughing and chattering away with my buddies and good friends. They had brightened up my days and we really had a fun time together. If ever, there will be another chalet in the coming future, I would love to participate once more!



Afterward, I slept at midnight; I was too tired to stay up late. The night was cold and to make things even worst, the air-con was full blast. I was shivering even though there was a blanket covering me.

And I had to make Derrick my human bolster - kinda comfy though! Sorry buddy!

As for now, Bing Kin shall end this entry...







Bing Kin: Hello...Hello...Hello...Hello *waves to the camera* Hello! I was drunk and I have nothing better to do.



Me: get to the point!



Bing Kin: We, myself and the others, have enjoyed the chalet very much and we would like to thank ourselves for creating this opportunity to bond together.

Last but not least... I just wanna say that I am no longer a virgin!







Bing Kin: Ah yes! Not forgetting Tommy and Michelle. However, they have to go back to the asylum after the chalet is over.



Michelle: Hey you! I'm a little retard, don't mind me ya? Dear Dear, open your mouth...I want to stuff this fishball down your throat.



Tommy: *open mouth wide* Ahhh!

For more pictures of the chalet and picnic, please click HERE .

Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Continuation From the Previous Entry



Chalet And Picnic: 14th September - 16th September



Part 2



The sun rose in a pool of crimson gold, spilling lights all over the land and cloud. It was yet another day filled with fun activities but this time, I will be making my way down to East Coast Park to meet my other fellow classmates for picnic.

I thought of taking a cab but I have to be a little thrifty as I need to save the cash that my mum give for future use like shopping for branded clothes. Haha! What a load of crap.

Anyway, it took me 25 minutes to get to Bedok Interchange, carrying two bags and a Styrofoam box containing water and fishes. I had to meet up with Taufik before advancing ourselves to the meeting point at East Coast Park.

I had to do a lot of traveling and I managed to come for both the chalet and picnic but it's really tiring though.

Eventually, being the lazy me, I really wanted to take a cab to and fro but re-considering the fact that I would have to spend the limited cash that was given, I decided to forgo it.

And the other reason was that I had a hunch that nobody would be early and the moment I arrived, my hunches were absolutely right.

My second handphone automatically shuts off as the battery was already flat so there was actually a communication breakdown between me and Sumanti. I wasn't able to retrieve her last message before my handphone shuts off.

Minutes later, she called us and she was eventually seated outside of the MacCafe while we were inside; she was already there 15 minutes ago.

Taufik decided what a better way to start off his day by posing for my camera.

Hey there! I will be the next Arnold and I will crush your bones to smithereens and...

Oh wait , what's that behind his left shoulder. Did you see a computer there? If you look carefully, it's my blog! Someone is reading my blog! If you can't really see the computer background, click the pic to ENLARGE and if you still can't see it, please do not hesitate to see a optician.

No, I was just kidding about the optician thing.

And then we proceeded outside to meet Sumanti and waited for Erna by the beach.

Time passed by so fast that it's already noon.

Everyone had arrived except for Su`aad. We tried contacting her in every possible ways but still to no avail. She however is suppose to bring most of the food and she wasn't there yet; we were already famished.

Whatever it was, the party had to go on. We settled at a bench by the beach and prepared our fishing rod. Actually, my fishing rod.

They wanted to fish but they didn't bring theirs so I had to lend them instead. I cut the bait and place it on the hooks while the others watched.

After fixing everything, Erna and Salimie decided to take a picture together.





Ah! Aren't they compatible? They look so sweet together and by the way they pose for the picture, I believe they are really deeply in love with one another.

But what happens if....

...Another took a picture together with them. Erna looked perfectly okay with it but Salimie showed the camera his displeased, angry face.



Salimie: Hey girlfriend, get your hands off Isaac and you! Don't get too intimate with her.



But we didn't really care. *Pose for the camera*



*Clicked*



Ah! I looked like as if I was electrocuted in the picture, with my hair standing tall. An uncanny resemblance of Frankenstein I must say.



And then Erna and Salimie decided to take a picture with Taufik.







Hey! It's so totally unfair! Why aren't you angry with Taufik when he's sitting in between both of you, Salimie?



*Ding* *Ding*



You all should know the answer by now.



Minutes later, the rain came falling down and we had to take cover in our tent but however the wind was so strong that it nearly blew our tent off. We tried to hand on our dear lives.



An hour passed and the rain stopped but our tent was already 1/4 filled with water. Stupid tent! Not water proof!



And then we saw Su`aad! Finally she had arrived.

We decided to take a group photo together...

Salimie: *Tilted his head abit to his right* Hey! I'm half naked and I would love to show everyone my beautiful bod.

Erna: *A little uncomfortable but decided to force a smile out.* Dear, stop it! I don't want any other girls to ogle at you.

*Paused*

Erna: You see! There's saliva dripping from Isaac's mouth.

Hello! Not true!

And then I decided to fish again. I was standing at the water-breaker and realized that it was low tide. I decided to move down the rock but abruptly I slipped and slid down the rock and then the sharp edge of the rock poked my butt. Damn it was painful!



And then I looked back up, ensuring that nobody saw the incident but there Salimie was giggling away.



Me: Don't you dare tell the rest about this.



He continued giggling.



Me: Get down here and help me back up.



He hesitated for a moment but soon after, he slide his way down and lend me a helping hand.



Once back at the top, we were greeted by Sumanti and the rest of the gang.



Erlina: We were wondering where the hell both of you were and then we saw the two of you emerging from behind the rock.



Salimie: Isaac fell...



And everyone started laughing. *Embarrassed*

It was already getting dark so we decided to pack up. Total catch of the day 5. Erna caught 3 small fishes, Taufik caught 1 long one and Salimie caught a crab and as for me...

...

...

I caught none.

We advanced to Mac Donald and had our dinner there after which we decided to go our separate ways. I on the other hand had to go ack to the chalet.

I had a lot of fun with them and would not hesitate to have another picnic in the near future.

*To be continued*

Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Chalet and Picnic: 14th September - 16th September



Part 1



I was thrilled that these days had come but I am crestfallen that now it's already over. We had to fork out more than 30 bucks for the chalet; expensive but it's worth while when you actually can spent quality time with your dearest friends.



Topmost, I've enjoyed myself to the fullest. Though it had been raining most of the time, it didn't really dampened my spirit to having a good time at both the chalet and picnic.



Enough said, let's get to the main event... *Evil Laugh* Muahahaha!



P/S: Everyone in this entry are straight!



14th September - The first day:



I was all excited and perky. I packed all my clothing and necessities in my backpack and I had to bring along my fishing equipments as well; fishing rod, Styrofoam box and prawns as the baits.



The skies were already dark and threatened to rain even before I was about to leave my house. If it do rain, I wouldn't be able to shelter myself with an umbrella as both my hands are preoccupied carrying a lot of stuffs.



I took the bus instead of the train to Downtown East since I was carrying a lot of stuffs and I do not want to stand all the way. But then I regretted making that very decision as it took me three-hours to reach my destination.



And then the inevitable happened. Upon reaching my destination, I felt a drop of water pelted on my cheeks. Thunder roared and the lightning lit up the entire sky.



Then it started to rain.



I was running in the pouring rain, shivering. And then I had to wait for the traffic light to turn green before I advanced further. My feet were rooted to the ground. All around me the storm gained momentum. The rain bounced on the ground, and gathered in ruts and crevices to form puddles.

Minutes later, I reached and was greeted by Michelle who was screaming away for no apparent reason.

And then she rushed to the balcony and make one solemn pose for the camera.

Michelle: *talked in a soft, sexy manner* Take me, hug me, kiss me Tommy. Bring me to your arms and kiss me on the cheeks.

3 minutes had passed.

..

...

Michelle: TOMMY! WHERE ARE YOU!? YOU DEAF IS IT... I TOLD YOU TO HUG ME AND KISS ME! It's very tiring to pose like this leh. My leg cramp already!

I looked around and saw Tommy snoozing away.

And then it was dinner time...

Tommy: Hey Hey! Look at my sexy butt!

But nobody was paying attention to him.

Tommy: Now Now, Let's pour all the ingredients in.

It looks like its really full and about to explode.

After dinner, Tommy decided what a better what of celebrating his anniversary with Michelle by opening a bottle of champagne.

Tommy: I am going to open up this bottle of champagne. Don't be afraid of the 'pop' noise okay dear?

Michelle: Aiyah, who say I scared. Open lor. La La La!

Michelle: *Covers her ears and shout, AaHHHHHHHh!*

Both of them were scared. Look at Tommy's facial expression. He's traumatized.



Afterward, we all chit chatted among one another and decided to pay poker card game. The loser will be gangbang or in other words brutally 'raped'. =)

I decided not to play the game as it was risky and too much for me to handle. And as for Tommy and Michelle, they decided to forgo the poker card game as they are couples and both do not want to see each other gangbanged.



So the game began. They played slowly but cautiously as the stakes were high. Neither of them want to have their asses poked and played around. They were vigilant all the time and would double the stake and punishment if anyone cheated.



And then the moment finally arrived. Bing Kin lose and had to be forfeited.





Without wasting any time, Bing Kin tried to escape for his dear life.



Bing Kin: No! Get your hands off me! I'm still a VIRGIN! Don't do this to me!



Raymond: Virgin? That's even BETTER!

Bing Kin: Nooooooooooooooooooo!





Bing Kin: Please have mercy on me...

But nobody listened and that was the end for Bing Kin. He lost his virginity to three guys. =(

Bing kin was mad, really realy fuming mad. He wanted revenge. He decided to take it on all of them.

It seemed to me that they were enjoying the threesome. Ah what a beautiful sight.

But then something happened.

Bing Kin and Derrick had a heart-to-heart talk with each other. *Pss, actually they have been together for 3 months*





Bing Kin: Derrick, actually I have something to tell you...



Derrick: What is it?



Bing Kin: I'd been gangbang by the others.



Derrick: *Shocked* How could you! Why did you betray me and my love for you.

Bing Kin: I am sorry Derrick. Please give me another chance.

Derrick: I'm mad and I need to sleep. From this day onwards, we have officially broken off and I am going to severe all ties with you!



Bing Kin: No! Don't! *And wrapped his hands around Derrick's waist.*



Derrick: *Gasping for air* Aiyoh! I can't breathe. Let go!



Bing Kin: I'll never let go, Derrick. I will never let go!



Me: Hey that's suppose to be Rose's line in the movie, 'Titanic'.



Bing Kin: Cannot issit? More romantic right!



Derrick: Aiyah, stop clinging on me. I want to sleep.



Bing Kin: No! I feel secure when you are around and when I am close to hear. I can listen to your beartbeat. Boom Boom! Boom Boom!

And then Bing Kin fell asleep on Derrick's chest...

*To be continued*

Signing Off..

Friends Again



I am glad that I have resolved things with Sugeendra Devi. Now we are actually on talking terms after more than two months of giving the silent treatment to one another.



Well, I will not deny that I am partly to be blamed for it. Each time I try to apologized to her, my ego just got the better of me. But whatever that was or had happened, we are now friends once more!



I hope we will be the best of friends again!



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Bad Leadership!



Have you ever been assigned to do to a task and being led by someone who has bad leadership quality? By the end of the day, you still do not know what to do as the instructions given to you by the leader were unclear.



And then the next thing you know, you were blamed for not heading the instructions given but it was actually the leader's fault for not doing a good job distributing the work properly and equally and given the instructions clearly.



*Shakes head*



Scenario







Mother Duck: Okay children, stay close to one another. Do not wonder away. Just follow mama from behind. Understand?

Ducklings: Quack Quack! Okay mama!

The 1st Duckling: QUACK!

The 2nd Duckling: QUACCKKKK!

And so on.

Mother Duck: Oh dear! All of my children except for one, adopted, had fallen into the sewers. Aiyoh, mama ask to follow me but you all should know you will fall into the holes. Should make a detour instead.

Signing Off...

*Ahem*



I know this is going to be my shortest entry ever but it's only for today.



Actually I am quite fond of ...



I really...



I really like ...

The Past...



I was bore to death at home; practically nothing to do, nowhere to go except for counting the number of minutes ticking by.



So I decided to do spring cleaning at the balcony. I started off with my table which was packed with novels and dictionaries and school textbooks. It was such a headache by just looking at the disarray table.



I arranged the books neatly to the shelves but then I found my old diary that was well-hidden underneath the pile of books.







It was once something very invaluable to me. Inside, I wrote the places I went, the gifts I've made and bought and the things I did with my EX. No, don't think dirty. Of course, I didn't record.. "Oh, we kissed." or "We touch each other and moan..."



At the very bottom of each page, I would pen down, "I love you dearly and hope this love would be ever lasting." But it was just another fairytale that will never come true.



We constantly quarreled even over the slightest things or mistakes. We broke up, then patch up and then broke up again and then get back together again. It happened over and again.

Both of us were tired but I didn't really want to end the beautiful relationship even though we quarreled often. Unfortunately, it has to end and the decision was made by my EX.

And sometimes, even though it was not my fault, I gave in. Each time, we broke up, I would wait - wait for my EX to simmer down. But not this time. I waited as for my EX promised that one day we will be back together again.

Till then, nothing happened. My hopes were dashed. And then I realized my EX was already attached. How foolish I was to wait for NOTHING.

And I'd only watched one FREAKING movie with my EX, 'Cheaper By A Dozen'. OH, that was the letter my EX wrote to me when we broke up the 2nd time.

Not too long ago, I realized that I would just be treated as a spare tyre each time my EX broke up with another guy, urging me and making me to believe that we should patch up back. But each time, I would tell my EX to give me some time to reconsider, zoom off my EX go with another guy.

When I saw this very book, I was enraged.

I...

... tore the pages from the book and shredded the letter into many pieces.

Ah! I feel much better.

And then I crumpled the papers and ...

...threw it out off my window.

Passer-by: Oi! Litter ah?!

Opps.

I HATE my Laptop







It's always infected by viruses now and then and I am getting frustrated about it. Not to mention, its laggy that I can't even finish up downloading a 30MB pornography within half a day.



Sometimes when I have reformatted the laptop, in hopes of destroying the viruses, new ones will come in. How frustrated that could be. Grrr!



My laptop LCD screen is dusty and my right arrow key on the keyboard is not working. And sometimes, my laptop will automatically restart.



My mouse is spoil, so I have to use the one on the laptop to navigate the GUI(Graphical User Interface) environments.



My printer is not working and the inks has depleted and I have trouble printing my school documents or homework because of it.



I just feel like smashing my laptop to the ground.

Evil Twin: That's a fabulous idea. *Gives the thumbs up*

Frustrated,

Shah Rizal Isaac

The End For Buffy the Vampire Slayer







After watching Buffy's season finale, I was glad that it had ended with a bang and not a whimper. I've definitely grown with the series and the characters feel like a group of friends that I have gotten to know.



I personally loves the way the show explores a lot of interesting issues, like death, faith, friendship, loneliness and hardship. The characters have acquired depth and dimension over the years.



I favored the plots for season 6 and 7 as there were many twists in it.



In Season 6, the gang hopes to bring Buffy back from the dead with a magic spell as Giles makes preparations for his return to England. Later, a feral Buffy clawed her way out of her own grave and came to the aid of her friends.



She however was crossed into the mortal world from another dimension. Alongside with that, she had to deal with the trio of slackers, Andrew, Jonathan and Warren who tried to take over Sunnydale.



As the story goes by, Xander and Anya, the vengeance demon decided to get married but it falls through and Tara worries about Willow's reliance on magic.



When magic crystals infuse Warren with superhuman strength, he and his friends embark on a crime spree, leading to a confrontation with Buffy that ends in a tragedy.



Willow turns to the dark side when her, beloved Tara was shot by Warren. She then tried to take over the world but all went well when Xander made the attempt to cajole her with his sweet talks and memory jolting past that brought Willow back to her ownself back.



In Season 7, Buffy and the gang had to deal with the First and new potential slayers were discovered. But Buffy has to get to them first before the First does.



The First created a huge army of Turok-han but with Buffy's small group, they would not be able to defeat the First even though they had Willow on their side. What they need was manpower.



In the upcoming episodes, more new potential slayers were discovered and to give courage and confident to the potential slayers, she brought them to the Thunderdome for them to witness the battle between Buffy and the Turok-han.



Victory was on her side.



Buffy staggered out to face the potentials. "I don't know what's coming next," she called up to them. "But I do know it's gonna be just like this - hard, painful. But in the end, it's gonna be us. If we all do our parts, believe it - we'll be the ones left standing. Here endeth the lesson." She strides away as the potentials smile in sudden, new confidence - and follow.



At the end of the episode, Buffy and her gang and the potential slayers had defeated Evil but Sunnydale was no longer there; demolished, gone. A few potential slayers died during the battle. Anya died while protecting Andrew and Spike sacrificed himself to save the world.



However, Buffy the Vampire Slayer has never won a major industry award. Although Sarah Michelle Gellar was nominated for Best Performance by an Actress in TV-Series - Drama in 2003, she failed to take home a trophy.



But that does not really matter, when the show had won me over.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Happy Endings

Hey ya! I just sat for my PCA practical test hours ago and it's done and over with. I am now much more relieved. Phew!



Before the test began, I tried so hard to memorize all the important details in the bus and how the connections worked. I was so nervous that I was almost in tears. How irony could it be?



In my heart, I knew I would fall apart when I'm in the examination room. I couldn't convince myself that I was able to do it with confident. I was feeling low and thought that I am going to fail for sure.



We were of course divided into 3 group and I was in the last group. I peered through the translucent glass door and watched the 2nd group doing their stuffs in the room.



I saw a few of them struggling to get it done and over with and that increased my anxiety level. I could hardly breathe and I was so panicky and I kept re-assuring myself that I will do just fine.



Minutes later, it was my turn. Time was passing so slowly and even though, the room was air-conditioned, I was perspiring.



Damn!



I started off shaky but I manage to maintain my composure. I began to dismantle the parts one by one, as instructed by the lecturer. And after which we have to assemble them back.



It's not as easy as you think. You have to dismantle and assemble the cables, HDD, floppy disk drive, CD Rom drive, the memory card, identifying the RAM, the type of RAM module used, and etc etc.



It's tough but I got the hang of it; I did slowly but surely. And finally, I was done. The lecturer inspected and said that it was okay. So what I had to do next was to ensure that the Windows 98 was working without any errors.



Whalah! I did it with no errors, no mistakes.



"Woah!" exclaimed the lecturer, "That was fast."



I knew I had done well. *Applaud*



At first, I thought negatively that I would be failing instead of scoring well but now, I'm sure and confident that I would get a good passing grade. *Wipes off the beads of perspiration from my forehead and let out a huge sigh of relieve*

But I accidentally cut myself while doing the test. My left arm was scratched and bled. HOW?!! EDDY!!?? Help me.. Paramedic right? Apply plaster for me!!



Anyway, let's dance. *Thriller**Thriller*



And if you are wondering what is "Thriller", it's a song sang by Michael Jackson. Muahaha.



I'm in a darn good mood that I even wipe up a new recipe. Try frying eggs with cheese. It's delicious. NO! I'm not kidding you. It's mouth-watering. I fried some for my sister and she say it was fabulous.



And then I tried to toast breads with margarine and cheese and jam. Yum Yum! But of course, I made a huge mess in the kitchen.



Okay, since I'm in a good mood today, I have decided to give away 9 Gmail invites. By now you all should know the power of Gmail so I shall not further elaborate on it. Want one? E-mail me to icyboy85@gmail.com and tell me a reason why you need it so badly.



Previously, I have given away 6 Gmail invites; 3 to my classmates, Rahila, Tommy and Michelle since they were asking for one, and 3 more to my avid blog readers, Melvin Goh, Ashton and Raudah.



So what are you waiting for? Grab one now!! Or would you rather want Pamela Anderson's boobs? Big and Bouncy. But what's the use of having such big breasts?



Evil Twin: I know! I know! So that Pamela can squash the men's faces in between the huge boobs of hers.



4 year old girl: Mummy! Mummy! Look! What's that? So big... Can I play with it? Is she hiding 2 big rugby balls in her dress? *Points at Pamela's breasts*



Mum: *Shocked and covers her daughter's eyes with her hands.* When you grow up, you will have one of those.



Talking about breasts, how about the men. They now want to have thick long dicks. Why? What are you guys going to do with that thick long dicks of yours? You can't show them off to the public. They are hidden in your pants.



And besides, your partner can't posibbly engulf the whole dick in their mouths or holes. They will be screaming in pain. So why not just settle for something average. Isn't it better that way?

Evil Twin: *Disagree* I like BIG things.

*Slaps my evil twin silly with a huge dildo.



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

7-Eleven's Staffs: Incompetence



It was 7 in the morning and I was set to go to Punggol End to fish with D.D. But before that, we stopped at the 7-Eleven nearby my house to buy a few tidbits and bottles of mineral water.



I took 2 loafs of bread, 3 bottle of mineral water and a few crackers and place them at the counter and I was ready to pay for the items but the cashier told me to wait as he was counting the total money for the day.



Fine! I waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited. Five minutes had passed and I could not tolerate it any longer.



Me: Excuse me, Am I suppose to wait any further? I'm here for quite some time already.



1st Cashier: Wait for a while ya? I'm not done yet.



2nd Cashier: *Panic as he/she saw my face was turning red.* Sir, can you hold on for a while.



Oh before I continue, the 2nd cashier is a transvestite. At first I thought he/she was a middle-age lady but as he/she opened his/her mouth to talk to me, his/her voice is husky and low.



I freaked out for a moment and took a few steps back. Yes, I know. What a big reaction. I would have to apologize for that but I was shocked.



Another minute had passed.



Me: Are you going to attend to me? If not, I shall purchase my items at CHEERS!



2nd Cashier: Sorry Sir. You have to wait for a while as he is tabulating the money.



And how about you? I ponder. You weren't doing anything.



I waited for another minute and I noticed that the 2nd cashier was looking at me so intensely.



I unzip my bag and took out a...







A`huh... you guessed that right! A plug! It was not any ordinary plug. Does it look small to you? Well, you're wrong! So so wrong!







It's the size of my palm. And I am so going to shove it into their asses for making me wait!



Will they be able to take it? Will they survive the ordeal?











NO!





HERE YOU GO!







Take that for a size! ...



Muahahahaha!



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac

Over-Confident Which Leads to a Disappointment



I was doing my Data Communication Test and I thought it was an okay paper since I already studied for it. Upon receiving the papers, I flipped through slowly, scanning through the questions before attempting them.



A few were tough but most were okay. I was doing question number 34; state the advantages and disadvantages of a Synchronous Transmission, (8 Marks). I was confident of answering the question and thought that I would be able to give the correct answers.



But in the end, when I had completed the whole paper, submitted to the lecturer, then I realized that I had written the wrong answers. The answers that I had given were the advantages and disadvantages of Digital Transmission. How careless I was and I didn't even re-check my paper, ensuring that I had given all the correct answers.



I was too over-confident! I didn't see that coming and now I am regretting. I'm afraid that I might not do well for that paper. 8 marks, gone! Now, I pray that my other answers are correct. Damn! I should have not be too confident.



After I left the lecture room, my other two classmates informed me that the lecturer was asking for my name. *Ponders* So all this while, three months of teaching us Data Communication, he does not know my name at all!? Oh my god!



But however I was curious why he wanted to know my name. One conclusion; my hair is dyed with bright colors, gold to be precise. So I concluded that he wanted to call me out tomorrow and asked me to re-dye my hair back to black or a darker color.



That's totally fine with me but I'm too lazy to do it today. Tomorrow morning perhaps? But each time I dyed my hair back to black, it will look like a wig. Haha! Pretty outrageous indeed.



Sigh, talking about hair, I spotted a few white ones amongst my gold. Am I over-work and stressed out or is the hair dye damaging my hair? I guess I've over-work and stressed myself out.



With the numerous tests to study for and anxiously waiting for the results is another thing. If I fail, I would definitely be devastated. And If I passed, I will not be happy either as I want to score instead of getting border line marks.



I just worry about everything. I worry if I haven't done enough revision. I worry that I might flung my tests. I worry that I failed my 2.4km run and so on.



Sometimes, I worry unnecessarily. I worry that I do not have enough cash to buy new clothes. I worry of gaining weight. I worry that I may not be a good friend and a good lover. I worry that I always am worrying about so many things.



But for now what I worry most is the PCA practical test that I will be taking this coming Thursday. Seriously, I have not been paying attention to his lessons and now I am regretting.



Starting of last monday, I asked my best friend cum classmate to guide me with the PCA installation process and how to troubleshoot it. Now, I roughly get a better understanding of it but I will not stop there.



I will once again asked a few other of my classmates to guide me too.



Anoynomous: Isaac, you don't know how to troubleshoot? But I thought since the first semester, you are a straight A's student.



I was stunned and dumbfounded.



Before I end this entry, I want to tell myself, "Don't worry too much Isaac! You'll be fine!"



*Chants*



I don't want to worry. I don't have to worry. I am not going to get worried. I don't want to worry. I don't have to worry. I am not going to get worried. I don't want to worry. I don't have to worry. I am not going to get worried.



Let's repeat one more time.



I don't...



Evil Twin: *Interrupts* Shut up!



Signing Off,

Shah Rizal Isaac