My Realization

Something got into me and I began pondering over it. I sat down and thought about it. God created everyone equally. Yes, no? Those who were born in a wealthy family, need not lift their finger to do so muc. But they don't have a good personality. Corrupted and deceiful. Arrogant. While those born in a humble family; they have good attitude.

They often say God gave intelligence to those who are ugly and stupidity to those who are good-looking. But I don't agree to all of the above. There are quite an handful who are good-looking, humble, intelligent and wealthy at the same time. I am jealous.

I'm not saying I'm stupid because I can think on my own feet and I scored decent grades for my O-levels. Being complacent was my downfall. If I had studied more, I would have entered poly. I want to be successful in my career. But I have not get a taste on that.

Ever since I ord-ed, I got jobs that are neither of my passion nor ambition. And when I thought I had it, I expeirenced the world of no money for two months.

Is it trued that if you have a good job, you have a lousy boss and if you have a lousy pay job, you have very nice boss. But to those who have both of those are pretty damn lucky. All these then narrow down to luck.

I will alwyas think that after I posted my resume online, I need not search for jobs and just wait for them to look for me instead. I can't even bother flipping the papers; laziness engulfed me.

I'm not saying I'm ugly because my baby got attached to me. Cute I am; thats what my baby says till now. But there are those who thinks I'm ugly.

Are we equal? Does God create us equally? I ponder.

I just know one thing and that has been engraved in me since young. I will be a filial son, faithful boyfriend and a loyal friend. And even when everyone else think that I am phony, I do not neccessarily need to prove to them that I am not.