It's Time To Keep Fit

Damn it, it's really hard to get back my six pacs. Darn the good food! I need to be strict with what I eat or my tummy is going to grow bigger.

Other alternatives? - To gym. Darn, I always hate going to the gym because I don't know what are the stations I have to go to and nobody is there to supervise me. Besides, I feel really awkward if I do the wrong exercises there and the trainers will pin point my mistakes.

Worry no more. Today, I gym at Pipi's condominium's gym.

Now, I'm going to burn all the stubborn fats!



Begone fats! I welcome the healthy and fitter me in the next few weeks!

Back To Basics; Learning To Swim

Early morning, I went to Jeff's cousin's house which was situated opposite Downtown East. It was 2 years ago that I tried to learn how to swim but all that just disappear. Now, I'm back to be basics.

This is so so Cool! Got Sauna leh!

But the sauna's too crampy.

Jeff's cousin, Pipi, lives in a very cool condominium. Fuck, I'm going to live in one of these in the future.

I have hydrophobia. That makes Jeff harder to teach me how to swim. Besides, do you know that it is much easier to teach kids than adults. Kids don't care much. They just learn from the coach.

But for adults, we constantly have fears and that makes us difficult to learn fast.

I brought goggles!

In every photo, I'm always making the peace sign.

Let's do something else for a change.

Jeff got the making-peace-sign bug in him.

I must learn how to swim! It will be an utter disgrace if a guy can't swim!

Evil twin. "You refering to yourself issit?"

But I have made a vast improvement compared to the one swimming lesson I had in 2004. I am able to keep my breath under water for more than 11 seconds compared to a mere 4 seconds on the previous attempt.

I am also able to swim 20 - 25 meters across the swimming pool with my breaststroke skill.

(Video) The Tentage; Spooked Out

Seriously, do you believe in ghosts? I do and you should to. Apparently, I am 'cashless'. I cannot fill in the details here because it's something private but most of my army mates knew what happened to me. I'm so 'cashless' now! See I put the ' ' . I'm not really cashless, you see.



Anyway, usually, if I were to stay out, it is a must for me to bunk at a hotel instead of the outdoors. So like in a month, I would be spending 4 weekends overnighting at the hotels. Hotel expenditures for the 4 weekends could total up to $400.

So since I'm 'cashless', I've decided to pitch up a tent instead.

Life's Getting Mundane

It's the same old shit. Go back camp, do exercise, complete trainings, then book out and have fun during the weekends. Blog, go out shopping and watch movies. Ya da ya da ya da. It's all the same.

I need to spice up my life a little or it might just be so mundane.

I need to be more adventurous. I need to have more excitements injected in my life.

I have plenty of reasons of not liking to wear a cardigan. But nowadays, it seems to be popular among youngsters nowadays to wear cardigans.

So I thought, maybe I should give it a try; I should wear a cardigan and see how I look in it.

Ok la, not that bad.

Someone, please suggest me on how to make my life less dull. E-mail me at icyboy85@gmail.com

Step Up; Planning Ahead

I've been busy planning alot of stuffs. No, I'm not even refering to my army things. IF you're out with me, don't bore me with all the crappy questions being bombarded at me to regards of national service.

You will definitely score points for talking about blogging, sex and food. Okay, I'm joking about the sex part.

Last year, I didn't really get to have a birthday celebration with all my close friends. I regretted it. But it wasn't intentional. I ws pretty busy last year with all the hectic schedules of army and being involved in National Day Parade.

This year, if I am given a chance, I will definitely organize a birthday celberation for my 22nd birthday. I want to see all my close friends again. I've been losing touch with them and that's definitely not a good thing.

"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

"My friends are my estate."
- Emily Dickinson

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"
-Walter Winchell

Let's not talk about the future. Let's somewhat talk about the present. I've written 952 posts to date. In a few more days or probably weeks, I will have written the 1000th post. Celebrations for being able to have such an achievement? - Yes.

Badminton Frenzy; Not At A Court

Not everyone likes organized sports or team sports. If this sounds like you, don't sweat it. We're going to talk about what keeps some those from liking sports. With a few changes, you might find out that there is a sport out there that you could like. But if not, we'll suggest other fun ways to stay active.



People spend many years learning about favorite sports and practicing how to do them well. So don't feel bad if you don't know the difference between a "corner kick" and a "goal kick" in soccer. If you want to learn more about a sport, you might ask your mom or dad about camps or programs that introduce kids to new sports. These may be better than just joining a team that starts playing games right away without much explaning.



I've started to take up quite a few sports; badminton, basketbal and volleyball. I'm STILL wanting to play tennis. Damn it, hello, anyone out there knows and is keen to teach me?

There are dozens of sports, so you might not have found the one for you yet. Lots of them try soccer and baseball. But what if your best sport is going to be volleyball or gymnastics? You'll have to try it and find out. Some are naturally graceful. Others are strong. And still others have great aim.

Different sports require different skills, so you'll want to try different sports to find one that suits you. Some activities you might not think of as sports, such as karate or cheerleading, but they are great for staying active.

We didn't really play badminton at the badminton court. Fuck, the outdoors has no shelter against the sun. I'm already so tanned. Anymore tanner and I'll be as black as charcoal. We decided to play at the empty space at the HDB flats.

I may seem promising, ready to strike and ready to win but at the end of the day, I lost by a margin.

Jeff was the outright winner with a score of 6-5 for the 11 rounds.

Crazy Cook For My Significant Other

We had a heart to heart talk. We resolved everything that was unresolved in the past. You are very important to me. Apart from my family member, you are the next closest person in my life.

I'm glad that we realized that we are both equally important to one another. I'm glad that we know that NOBODY else can take the place of you in my heart and me in yours. We are coming to our 4th month. Let's start clean and afresh. VIRGIN relationship!

I am so so so in love with you.

I thought what a better way to surprise you than making my own toast with the words, I love you.

Okay, a little burnt but still delicious.

And cakes!

And my homemade seafood with egg noodle.

My significant other bought me blueberry waffle.

And made bread with butter and kaya!

If only this was a picnic.

Shopping Habits; Overspent

I am so going to kill myself for being such a spendthrift. I need someone to advice me on how to stop spending my money like water! Just in three weeks, I spent like one Tai Tai. Tra-la-la, I'm so so dead. The jacket which I bought cost $1200, not yet including the clothes I bought and going to post photos of them in this entry, has chalked up to an impressive amount of $1660.32.

I have never own any sports brand before so why not have one now.

Adidas sweater. Simply love the color of the jacket.

And bloody hell, I bought more of Quicksilver tee-shirts.

Nowadays, everyone simply can't get enough of having to wear cardigans from TOPshop. So I thought, maybe I should try it on before I give it away. It was meant to be a gift.

It's green!

Evil twin, "Doesn't look green to me!"

One cardigan costings $96!

Reversal; Evil Is Still In Me

We are all susceptible to wanting to believe in magic, particularly when circumstances seem hopeless without it. Sometimes, we are aware that we are counting on a magical solution. At other times, we are not--this can be the case when the clinician succumbs to the use of "psychopharmacological magic."

I was pushed to the limit. I was so angry. It's the first in like many many years, probably 6 years, that I am so so angry.

Magic is defined in Webster's dictionary as the "art that purports to control events in nature through the use of charms, spells, rituals or potions." In clinical psychopharmacology, the parallel to the sorcerer's potions are the complicated admixtures of different mood stabilizers, antipsychotics, antidepressants, and anxiolytics that clinicians sometimes resort to when treating patients.

These "cocktails" are generally based on no systematic data of safety or efficacy but instead arise out of the clinician's belief or hope that a medication regimen must exist that will produce the desired clinical response in the patient and that the best way to find it is simply to add medications until the desired response occurs.

Anyway, I'm way too side-track from the main topic.

A few, most of them my close friends, know that I was once a magick user; a true believer of magick. Yes, most of you would say, "What the fuck?"

The taste of power was so good that I then started to misused them which led to punishment which has lead to the reversal of my magical ability.

For many years, it has been dormant. Now, it's been unleashed. How can I keep it in control before things get out of hand?

Magick. The concept of the supernatural, the presence of a divine force. Power. Magick has always been close to the center of many questions humankind has confronted over the course of history.

Although the concept of magick has been largely dismissed by our current, western culture, there are obvious threads of these old beliefs still running through many areas of our lives.

So many of our modern religious roots and "silly" superstitions hearken back to days when there were very real and deeply-held perceptions about the "forces" of good and evil, the roles they played in our daily lives, and, most importantly, our seeming lack of control over them.

Ranging from the belief in the ancient gods and goddesses of Mt. Olympus, to the simple practices of protection spells or hexes in literally hundreds of different cultures all over the world, humans have a broad range of richly varied beliefs in supernatural power.

Today, modern science has provided explanations to many of our past notions about magick and the supernatural. However, I think that while many of us will publicly "poo-poo" the idea of magic, we secretly desire it to remain a part of our life.

As a whole, I think humans find comfort in the fact that there just may be powers we can (possibly) harness to change or maintain certain areas of our lives. Magic fuels our hopes during the darkest times of our lives, and provides us with a common dialect for the human condition.

Our 3rd Month Anniversary Cards

It's already been 3 months and 12 days since we got attached. I'm glad I've found you. I'm glad we got through ordeals pretty well. I'm glad that we have alot of happy moments. From the beginning, I knew you were the one for me.

I'm glad that there is a certain solid foundation of trust in us. I'm glad that we are always there for each other in times of good and bad. I'm already 21, it's time for me to stop being immature. I'm glad that we listened to one another instead of listening to craps and twisted stories injected by others.

Let's build a future together.

Once I ORD and once I am financilly stable, we'll buy a house, stay together. I'm amazed I'm already thinking far.

It came with a very VERY big envelope.

And tadah! The card I made.

Nice right? It took me 6 hours to find the colored papers, to find glue, to cut, to piece them together and to write those beautiful words that came from the bottom of my heart.

I love the card I made for my significant other.

And when you flipped it open, you see ...

My photo on the left!

My significant other gave me a card that is black in color. Three times in a row, all the cards are black in color. *Laughs* Love them!

Compared to mine, my significant other's self-designed card is much much better than mine.

Nice handwriting hor?

It's a pop up when I flipped open the card!

Love you baby!

p/s; I realized we've known each other for, - erm - 3 months and 23 days.

Free Membership Extension

I'm still having a good start at the beginning of the year though there were a few hiccups. The management, Mirantz has extended my membership for his website for free. If I were to extend myself, (but to think again like I said it served no purpose), I would have to pay $36.

I am able to view an unlimited number of full-size photos a day and gain access to private and closet photos of docket users. I am able to store up to 200 kisses and spanks instead of the normal 50.

Not only that, I can double my private messages stored to 400 instead of 20. And I would never lose a kiss or spank. I can recover all my previously "lost" kisses or spanks! I can enable all search fields in the Advance Search function.

Need more privacy? I can block an unlimited number of members from sending you unwanted kisses or spanks.

How fucking cool is that?



And when I thought I didn't have good luck. Doh!

I still have one more free visit to the gym at Safra. Anytime. Anywhere. But I won't be hitting the gym anytime soon. Lazy lah! I prefer to blog or watch tv and go out with my significant other instead.

No la, I not cheapo!

If there is free stuff, I also share ma! So shut your trap. *Smiles*

Love; The Best Gift / Beating The Odds

I've completely remove all my obscene photos (topless photos) from livejournal. Yes, from both my accounts. Best still, I've deleted both my livejournal accounts; isaacritz and theboy1985. I don't need a lot of websites. I don't have to put lucid photos on the internet. It does not serve any good purpose.

Then, I decided to delete my IRC from my laptop. It does not serve any purpose too.

It didn't take me long to decide whether to delete IRC from my laptop. I was decisive.

IRC is a place where all my gossips arised. No more! I want to be gossip-free.

I see that there is no point having the program, IRC installed on my laptop. I already have my significant other. I don't have to know others. I don't need to. I don't wan't to. Seemingly pointless.

I've also deleted 2 out of 3 of my accounts at this make friends website. I private messaged the co-owner as immediately when he logged in and requested him to delete both my accounts.

The best gift to my significant other is my love. I love you, therefore, I've decided to do these extreme measures; deleting all my accounts and obscene photos.

The Jacket With Style

This is fucking crazy! I'm into jackets. Jackets! Jackets! And more jackets! Fly them over! Fly them over to me now! God, I am in love with my jacket!

My precious!

$1200! - That's the fucking price for the jacket!

Not so fast honey, I'm not going to wear that anytime soon. I'm waiting for more to come and when the time's right, BAM! I'll wear them.

I bought a chain for my jeans.

Fucking awesome!

All Smooth, A Few Minor Glitch

I'll be lying to myself if there weren't any bad luck for me for the beginning of the year. Along the way, there was a few minor glitches but all were settled within minutes or couple of hours. Bring me the good luck, please? Serenade me with good luck.

Take for example, yesterday, I was activated to go back camp in the mid-afternoon. It was a surprise to most, I didn't react hysterically to the activation. I was so calm that most thought I was faking it.

Shit happens. But there's always solution. Though I was held back at camp for -let's say- 6 hours, things weren't really that bad. I managed to book out soonafter the problem was settled. You see, nothing can get in my way, for at least, now.

There was definitely a slight glitch with my relationship with my significant other but all was settled calmly. Now, nothing can penetrate our foundation. It's so rock solid, I can gurantee it won't topple again. Good for me, bad for you. TRUST is the essence of a relationship.

It was definitely my bad for throwing tantrum in the public area; MRT station. And it was definitely an eye-opener for you to retaliate back with many eyes looking at us. (It was frustating but funny at the same time if you think back).

We cleared the airs, the doubts you have, and everything else that was on your mind. Now, firestarters, relationship trashers won't destroy this relationship that easily now. *I give a triumph smile*

I'm all good again with the Mr. Fashionista. You get it going, dude.

At times, I find it really hard for me to connect to a few of my bunkmates and the medics because we have different personalities. I'm the quieter one.

Let me reiterate; I don't talk back. I don't get angry. But sometimes it frustrate me to see people always pin-pointing my bad points instead of knowing that I have good points too.

I'm done alot of good deeds and a few bad deeds but I am always remembered for doing those few bad deeds. Humans.

Kingdom Still Strong; Subtle Battle

And drifting way down relaxed now and just allowing your entire body to rest and relax and as you go even deeper all distractions just seem to disappear ...

I want you to concentrate on your breathing ... breathing in pure relaxation and exhaling all the tension in the body ... feel all of the tension leaving the chest area as you exhale ... feel yourself relaxing even deeper with each and every breath ... and your breathing is so regular ... so easy and effortless and you are relaxing more and more ...

And your entire body is completely and totally relaxing as you drift even deeper down with each and every breath and you feel a warm wonderful sense of relaxation and going even deeper down ...

And you may have noticed that some areas of the body are more easy to relax ... and concentrating on the areas of the body that you find to be the most comfortable, very relaxed and concentrating on these areas now you are recognizing and realizing what there is about those areas that makes you so comfortable and so very relaxed ... and feeling all the sensations in those areas ... the most relaxed and comfortable parts of your body.

And allowing ... and feeling the comforting sensations of the most relaxed areas of the body begin to spread ... and as this marvelous warm wonderful feeling of relaxation spreads to other parts of the body the feeling of relaxation becomes stronger and the relaxation spreads out beyond those areas ... and continuing to spread to all the parts of the body you desire to relax deeper and even deeper ...

Picture and imagine the relaxation spreading like the rays of sun ... gently warming and relaxing ... like the rings of water spreading from a pebble tossed into a gentle pond ... and the relaxation spreading to every muscle, cell, fiber and bone in you body ... and you are enjoying this tranquil and peaceful relaxation in every part of your body ...

And with every passing moment this feeling of deep, tranquil and comforting relaxation becomes stronger and every cell, nerve and part of you body knows and enjoys this wonderful sensation ... and this wonderful feeling now goes out beyond the physical confines on your body ... spreading out beyond the skin to form a protective shield around you ... and you can let this feeling spread far ... far ... beyond your physical body ... or keep it close like a second skin ...

And since this protective bubble or shield is your own creation you can do with it what you wish ... you can use this shield in any way you want to ... the uses of this shield are limitless ... it can act as a filter, to filter out those feelings or things going on around you ...

And filtering situations that are uncomfortable and allowing you to let in those feelings you wish to let in and experience ... and it can act as an amplifier to help you understand people and to help people understand you ...

And this protective bubble can be invisible or visible to a few people or as many people as you want it to be ... and you are using this protective shield any way you choose to use it ... and that is okay ... because this shield is your own creation ... and you are using this shield and enjoying comfort in every part of your body ... practicing and using this shield ...

And allowing it to spread ... and allowing it to go beyond the confines of your physical body ... and you can experiment with it ... making it as large as you like ... using it as a transport to another place or time ... and the more you use it the stronger it becomes.

And realizing now that when I awaken you ... you can return to this place of peace, tranquility and deep relaxation and use this shield any time you desire to do so ... and you are using this shield and feeling the relaxation spread to all the parts of your body ...

You siao ah? How can my kingdom crumble. It was just a few warriors from the darkness who tried to penetrate my kingdom.