Thursday, May 19, 2005
How dumb I could be of mistaking a few of the questions in the papers with the other few that I'd studied in the book. Seriously, only 1/4 of what I studied came out. I regret not coming to the extra lesson that was conducted yesterday evening.
All that was taught came out. I was stressed to find out that I had done a few of the questions wrongly after further discussions with my classmates after the examinations. It was my fault for studying only hours before the exams.
Finally, it's over. I have finished my studies. I will really miss my friends.
Evil Twin: Yeah, yeah! Stop talking about your schools and your friends and your classmates. Get over it and move on to another topic of interests to others.
Confession! - How I dislike my class advisor. No, initially I do not hate him but ever since he started bossing me around and dumping his work to me, I really hate him alot.
Evil Twin: Oi! Your classmates will read this and might complain to him!
Be my guest...
Oh, I nearly forgot! I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
At 11, I ate chye por omelette and then drank a glass of coke. However, I still felt hungry. I opened my refrigerator and took two bars of kit kat. Yum yum! And then drank coke again.
Still not enough, I went back to the kitchen and ate two sambal eggs and then drank 1 glass of cold water. Finally, full.
Minutes later, everything mixed up in my stomach and created an uneasy feeling. I hate myself for eating a mixture of spicy and cold food together with coke and cold water.
I feel like puking!
Anyhow, I have not studied for my exams yet. Probably later. I'm not sure yet. I still feel like puking.
My birthday is coming and if you want to wish me birthday greetings, you can do so by writing them at
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or u can click on the right side for the link above!
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
I've discovered friendship works like a see saw. I saw a couple of kids the other day enjoying the warmer weather we had by playing on a see saw.
I noticed that when one kid was enjoying being up high the other one was the counter-weight and had to be down on the ground, then the one down low would spring his legs and go up and the other kid would go down.
Friendship is like that - sometimes we self-disclose and the other one listens, other times we're the listener and the other party to the friendship is the one doing the talking.
Vulnerability is the fulcrum or balance point that let's someone ride to the top. Two friends who are not being vulnerable is like taking a board and laying it flat on the ground and saying here - play with this board. It doesn't do anything!
One final thing I want to mention about being a good friend is that to be a good close friends you've got to be LOYAL. True friends are most noticeable during tough times.
When we are hurting, broke, accused, or alone--this is when we notice real friends. They are the ones who don't just talk about us, but to us.
They are the ones who show up on our doorsteps with sleeves rolled up ready to help. So if you want to be a good friend be a stayer. Friends don't give up on friends.
I still remember the times when we had our very first outing. We met up at the Orchard MRT Station and then proceeded to watch The Hannibal at Shaw Tower. Eight turned up but it was the most memorable time I had.
I could still remember how we were seated in the cinema and who screamed and who covered their eyes in fear. These eight people were those few who I am close with in time to come till now; Derrick, Rahila, Devi, Constance, Eric, Chow Weng, and Taufik.
And then I organized the first chalet for the class. Yes, you figured that I was always the one organizing and initiating stuffs. We had it at Pasir Ris at Aloha Loyang. It was somewhat far and situated at a isolated area but nearly everyone turned up.
I was happy, happy that my effort was not gone to waste.
We spent the nights playing UNO and whoever loses had to forfeit. Nobody really slept during the first night. We bonded. And by the end of the whole chalet thing, we got to know one another more better.
And there were the other chalets I organized for the class which were as equally good.
Those were the times to remember.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Monday, May 16, 2005
Two more days and I will not meet my classmates that often again. I regret not knowing some of them better. Only when it's the second last day and when it's time to part, you take the chance to talk to them.
How ironic could it get. Two years may seem short but it was the best two years I had with my classmates. The ups and downs. The quarrels. The bad times. The good times. All this shall be remembered.
It's been a long since I felt this way. Sadness seems to engulf me and I am not certain if I could control my emotions on the last day of school.
I always thought it's unneccesary to have friends but now I realize what I said earlier on was untrue. It has to be scraped off my mind. Friends are always there for you. They are like the 2nd best thing to happen in your life.
I realize how much I need them. They are my support. I am really sad to part with some of them. For the two years, some of my classmates have become really good friends with me.
Looking back, I regret quarreling with some of them. But all's good now. How I wish I could turn back time.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Picture a beautiful woman, maybe not a blond, run towards you and says, "Honey, here I come."
Beautiful Girl: I bet Pamela can't beat my size! I feel heavy. I think I am going to topple over.
Breasts: Boing Boing Boing!
Evil Twin: You and your dirty mind!
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Saturday, May 14, 2005
A woman is having an affair during the day while her husband is at work.Her nine-year-old son comes home unexpectedly, sees the illegal lovers and hides in the bedroom cupboard to watch.
Then the woman's husband unexpectedly comes home. She hides her lover in the cupboard, not realising that her little boy is in there already.
The little boy says: "Dark in here."
The man says: "Yes, it is."
Boy: "I have a soccer ball, do you want to buy it?"
Man: "No, thanks."
Boy: "My dad's outside, I'll call him if you don't buy it!"
Man: "OK, how much?"
Boy: "$250-00."
A few weeks later it happened again and the boy and the lover were in the cupboard together again.
Boy: "Dark in here."
Man: "Yes, it is."
Boy: "I have soccer boots."
The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy: "How much?"
The boy says:"$750-00."
The secret lover says: "Fine, I will buy them."
A few days later, the father says to the boy: "Grab your ball and boots,let's go outside and have a game."
The boy says: "I can't, I sold them for $1000."
The father says: "That's terrible to overcharge your friends like that.....$1000 is way more than those two things cost.I'm going to take you to church and make you confess your sins."
They go to church and the father makes the little boy sit in the confession booth and he closes the door.
The boy says: "Dark in here."
The priest says: "Don't start that sh*t again!"
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Today was the second last day of school. As I stepped out of the classroom, sadness engulfed me. Seeing the classroom, the school, the library, the cafeteria and some of my classmates for the second last time saddens me.
Friendship build for the two years in my current school was much stronger than my previous. We shared our weals and woes. We overcame obstacles together. We went out and had several chalets during our terms break.
Finally, I felt the power of friendship. And seeing me leaving the school, leaving them, really upsets me alot. I mean, yes, we can still contact one another even after we graduate but we do not see as often as we were in school.
I waited with my other two classmates outside the classrom for the others. There were silence, nobody really spoke. I tried to make jokes but as the seconds ticked hastily, I became sad.
And for a moment, tears gathered and threathened to fall. I tried to compose myself. I tried to put on a brave front. I did not wish to cry in front of them. But I could no handle my emotions any longer.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. It all happened too fast. I was then comforted by one of my classmates, Erna. I did not felt any better though.
Another of my classmates cried too but it was subtle. I dried my tears before the other classmates noticed me. The times we spend togther for the two years will always be on my mind.
As I write this entry, tears fell.
I'm going to miss you all so much. The most beautiful thing that had happened in my life is to know you all. All of you bring laughter to me. I'd never felt this way before. I felt blessed to have such classmates.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I have booked a chalet on the 2nd - 4th June at Costa Sands (Dowtown East) to hold my 20th birthday celebration. Before I get enlisted to N.S, though I'd not received the enlistement letter yet, I shall organize a birthday party for myself.
I am already sending out invitations to my classmates, secondary school classmates, IRC pals, MSN friends and not forgetting my avid blog readers. I apologize to you if you have yet to receive my invitation. Fear not, it's still a long way to my birthday celebration.
To those (blog readers who I do not know of) who have been reading my blog or are new here and would like to come for birthday celebration, drop me an e-mail at icyboy85@gmail.com or contact me via MSN, shahrizal85@hotmail.com .
These girls won't stop dancing. From a distance, I see my Evil Twin wanking.
Evil Twin: It's like watching porn!
Love, Isaac.
Monday, May 9, 2005
If some of you see the photobucket bandwidth exceeded, do not scream! Everything will be alright by 19th May. But if you don't, then hooray for you! Since I can't post any pics for now, then it will be no-pic entries till 19th May.
Stupid bandwidth. Wrong, I should say stupid photobucket!
No mood already!
Six minutes later...
(Taken at 12.10a.m.) One of my blog readers, LeoLucker took a screen shot of my blog and this is what it looks like if you sees no pictures of me.
Unwilling to surrender, I created another photobucket account. Thus, that's why you can see the image I posted above. But if you do not experience this problem, then ignore whatever I'd said earlier on.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Sunday, May 8, 2005
I cannot believe that my precious laptop was infected with spywares. After downloading a spyware removal program, I was shocked to know that there were 9421 infected items through thorough scannings.
But because that the program only scans and does not removes spywares, I had to download another program which is able to do so. Finding the program itself took me 15 minutes or so.
After installing and scanning my laptop again, it was time for it to remove the infected items. How can I possibly not know that my laptop had those spyware installed?
Yesterday, the spyware removal only manage to remove 4000 infected items and since it was already late for me and that I was really sleepy, I decided to continue the removal the next day.
Tired I was but I continued with the removal thing from 2 in the afternoon till 6 in the evening. I was glad when the spyware removal notify me that my laptop was clean.
I'd switched the spyware guard on and I hope by doing so, my laptop will not get infected by spywares again.
Minutes ago, I chatted with one of my friends at MSN who gave me a dash of hopes to what I thought was already highly impossible to request for. Now, I'm slightly leaning forward to the ray of hope that is shining to me.
"It's a 50-50 chance," he said.
But I must consult my other half and parents for their point of view first before I do anything.
What should I do?
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Saturday, May 7, 2005
When I thought I could spent the weekends with peace, something bizarre happened in the premises of my home. I received a call from the Penguin Society in Antartica, warning me that there was a penguin on the loose.
What has that got to do with me? I thought.
But they insisted that the penguin was somewhere in my house since they had placed a small device at the penguin's back to detect its location.
Crazy! I said. I continued surfing the net as usual.
The penguin society called me again, telling me that the penguin was somewhere near me!
So I decided to look around for the penguin.
I looked to my right...
I looked at the back...
I looked up...
But I see no penguin!
Penguin: Stupid boy, can't even locate me! He He!
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Friday, May 6, 2005
I realized my new handphone Nokia 3230 is much more better than my previous Nokia 7610. Look at the pictures that I'd taken with this handphone. The pictures are so clear.
We are proud to present you...
...
Mickey Mouse when he was a drag!
Tommy and Eric: Can you hurry up?! Our arms are aching already!
And they did it again.
A pitiful lady who came out of the toilet screamed and slapped both of them silly. But they enjoyed it.
Still not satisfied, the lady called the cops but somehow, they shifted the blame to me and I was then acknowledged as the culprit.
Hands up!
Seeing me in a dire state, they decided to bend the rules and become ah bengs for a moment.
"We are the La La brothers! Hurt us or any of our friends and we will tickle you to death!"
They killed the lady and Eric decided to shield me from the bullets while Bing Kin distracted them by making funny faces.
Eric and I managed to escape but Bing Kin was arrested.
After that incident, Eric decided to turn good. He wanted to do something for the society.
He wanted to become statue of liberty but it seems to me that he was promoting MacDonald's 50 cents ice cream.
Afraid with his actions, Michelle and Constance hugged tightly to one another in public.
The little kids next to them decided to join in the fun.
For more pictures of this outing, click on the Friends link at the right side of the blog.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Thursday, May 5, 2005
I've not been writing properly for these past few days as I am more concentrated on modifying the right side of my blog and the layout.
If you noticed, there are five new links; About Me, My Pictures, Movie Reviews, My Love and Love Stories. The blog links for My Pictures and Movie Reviews are still under construction. So bear with me for another day or two.
I'd also created two multiply accounts to store my pictures; one by which is for my self potraits and the other to regards of special occasions. These two links will be placed under the My Pictures category.
Hope with all these new additions, they do not confuse you and instead make your life much more easier.
Here's a sneak peek at my two picture links;
http://icyboy85special.multiply.com and http://icyboy85.multiply.com
Cheers!
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
One of my blog readers told me that he was diagnosed with some kind of illness and he does not even care what it was or even if he was dying. He does not care for his life.
All he typed to me was, "I dont even care..." when I asked what's he going to do about it.
I hate people who treat their own lives as trash. They do not deserve my respect or should I say they do not deserve anybody's respects for that case.
I see those who are diagnosed panicked but yet try their very best to fight their illnesses and try to live a better life even though they know they are ill. They care about their lives.
They take their time to understand what they should do and not ilding around to die.
"That is their problem lor!" he said.
I shook my head and will tell him that he doesn't deserve to live if he thinks that way. I am not being mean but if that's what he wants, it should be granted.
Seriously, even those who are not diagnosed with any illness are constantly worried if they are.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Tuesday, May 3, 2005
There is something wrong with my infra-red device in my laptop. Or it could just be the damn handphone. I switched on my handphone several times and tested my infrared connection time and again but somehow, it still can't work.
So I believe the problem lies with the infra-red device in my laptop. I would have to re-install the program and get it running again in a day time.
The picture of me standing in front of Madam Wong's bar was taken by Tommy's digital camera. It was kind of spooky though as I inspected one of the pictures Tommy took has two orbs at Madam Wong's bar entrance.
But Tommy dismissed it by saying to Michelle and I that it was only the lightings. I wonder.
In this picture, I looked rather scary; vampire!
It probably must be the bad lightings and I wasn't standing straight. I was a little tilted to my left while taking this picture.
We had a hard time finding the bar named Double O but as soon as we reached there, we changed our mind and decided to have dinner at a restaurant next to it.
After having too much alcoholic drink, er, well a little I must say, I felt giddy and my forehead was burning. I felt nauseous but nothing came out. It was really a struggle for me. Ha Ha!
Luckily, after getting help from my overly-concerned friends, I felt better.Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac