Tilted

I could still remember the 1 1/2 years we spent together and then you had to leave to U.K for your studies.

It was a deep cut to my heart. The day when I sent you off, you told me, you whispered, "Wait for me... wait for my return."

I did waited. But months after you left, you stopped contacting me. And I guessed you've moved on.

It took quite a while for me to recover.

It has already been 4 years now...

A week back, before I book in, I received an e-mail and it was from you. I read; all those sugar-coated words you wrote. Four days later, I received a call and it was from you. And since then, you been calling me every night. But I did not picked up your calls as however I was already asleep.

You are still wanting... wanting for us to be one again. But have you ever thought of how deep the hurt you have inflicted on me for the past 4 years?

I know you will be reading this post.

12th January... you will be coming back. But am I anticipating for your return? - I don't know.

Christmas Gathering

There were too many to attend, so I had to go to those important ones instead.

What a way to kick start the day by having buffet at Hotel Royal with my parents and sister. Immediately when I reached home, I changed into my another outfit and rushed to the hotel with them without showering!

Just came back from camp, very smelly leh!

Here are more photos of me at Hotel Royal...

Above picture: My loving mum and dad at the hotel lobby.

Above picture: My sister and I posing at the stairway.

Somehow, I feel that my sister really has an uncanny resemblance of Stephanie Sun Yan Zi! Correct me if I'm wrong?

Afterward, I went to meet up with a friend at Orchard for dinner and then proceeded to meet my secondary schoolmates.

To Cape's Inn...

I thought it was only a few, but as time passed by, more came.

They were popping the champagne.

And everyone joined in...

POP!

And now the fun...

And one group picture!

Christmas; Buffet at Hotel Royal

The Poems

Supposedly I was to recite the poems I penned at my notebook on Christmas day itself to my dearest dear but I clean forgotten about it. Argh!

Luckily, I remembered but I did not had the chance to recite it personally, so I text the poem as messages and send them via SMS.

Anyway, ...

Here are the poems I wrote.

Light sparkles in your eyes,
like the vines entwined on a tree that's beautiful and fine.
Oracle, opal and the moon,
nice and elegant just like you.
Adventurous, outgoing, loving and kind,
it's rare for me to find someone of this unique one,
Glad I am to have met you,
to have known you.

..........

Love is always sweet and everlasting,
like a couple dancing under the moon,
like a box of chocolate,
like the beautiful flowers in the garden,
like the graceful dancing ballerina,
like snow white and her prince charming.

..........

Strong I may appear to be but fragile I am within,
wished I could be stronger and tougher.
I fall but will I get up?
Yes, I will... as for I've found my strengths.
I am able to stand back up.
I will be stronger and tougher.
It's all because of you.
YOU are my strength.

I wrote these poems 2 weeks back, specially for you.

Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac

Merry Christmas!

I want to wish all a Merry Christmas, especially to the ones I love.

And yes, this was a last minute post. I alighted from the bus I was on at 11:54pm. And I rushed home; I sprinted.

Viola! It was not too late!

I want to personally wish my beloved dear a Merry Christmas. Hope you like my presents!

Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac

Jaishree!

I am glad I had known her. She is always there for me; ups and downs. A good friend indeed. Must dedicate one post on her la!

Very chio hor?

Pssst...

Anyone want to date her?

Wait a minute...

Dont jump to conclusions here. If you place yourself in the centre of the universe then you feel that the rest of the world is betraying and not being fair to you. Step out. Move around and focus your mind on the people around you. Look beyond physical attributes like race,age, colour, size etc. Then you would appreciate how lucky and fortunate you are.

Dont feel you are in a bad situation; there are people in worst conditions. Then you will see how lucky you have been. Love is present everywhere but you cannot feel it physially - you must feel it close to your heart.

Share what you have unconditionally. The true beauty in you will open the doors to true love and the admiration of your heart will come looking for you. You dont have to go around searching for it.

Passing Out Parade

Hola! These are my pictures taken on my Passing Out Parade day.

My rehearsals...

Spot me if you can!

Everybody has arrived and the show has started...

And then it was the Silent Drill, which I took part in.

Yes, we fired...

And the spectators were taken aback by the loud bang!

Then, I had to rush to the other side of the stadium to see what the other 3 companies were doing.

My mum did not take pictures of Bravo performing BCCT and Support doing P.T exercises.

But she took pictures of Alpha performing a sketch.

I thought boys are suppose to become men. Why...?

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