Mutton Chop

By now most of my close friends know that I love to eat mutton chop.

Mouth-watering.

Buy me mutton chop.

Forbid Them, Forbid Me, Forbid Us

I was waiting for the first bus with Yahn at Amoy Street and there it was when bizarre things happened.

Yahn told me to snap a few photos of a particular building. I asked why but he did not really want to tell me so I guessed as much that he had seen something 'dirty'.

We proceeded to the seats outside the restaurant which was closed. We rested there and Yahn fell asleep while listening to my discman.

He did not know that a few guys actually tried to cruise and touch him. I fended them off. And of course, there were others who kept circling round me. I looked away and gave that stern and fierce look of mine.

If I have a knife, I would cut their eyes into pieces. But oh well, I did not have one at that moment.


NO!

Even the drivers stopped.

I'm just there to wait for the first bus, get it?

A driver who was, maybe in his mid-20s, pulled his car over and got out of his car. I walked away slowly but he tailed me from behind.

Pissed I was, I turned back and rolled my eyes.

Bleah~!

Ai Mei

Spoofing the female singer was a bad, bad move. But However, it's only then I got to know the singer and her popular song.

The Goodness Left In Us

Darkness is coming. I've to gather everyone in my Kingdom. I've got to gather everyone; the knights, wizards, magicians to defend my Kingdom.

Scribbled

This is the toilet at Beach Road.

So many advertisements.

The very top - Come visit my shop at level 3, I do tailoring.

The 2nd row - Nanny McPhee stole my children.

The 3rd row - Buy 1 shirt get 1 free at level 2 of Beach Road Market.

The 4th row - Icyboy rules.

Ok I made the last one up.

Mastering Tennis/ You're The One For Me

Yesterday, I taught my other half how to skate. My partner was a fast learner unlike me who tried real hard to just be able to stand the first time I learn how to skate.

Once my partner is able to skate, I'll teach my partner how to ice-skate.

Master these two already, we will be learning to play tennis together.

Do you know I like to play basketball alot? It's only recently I discovered that I have a passion for basketball but once I know how to play tennis, it will be my ultimate sport.

Volleyball? Been there, done that but it's not really my type of sport.

I would not dare try water sports. Phobia.

There's so many things I want to do. There's so many things I want to do with my partner.

I believe you're the one for me baby. I love you so much. I give you my heart wholeheartedly. It's been a long time ever since I felt this way, the love, the intense love I have for you.

You create the new me.

I LOVE YOU!

Bad Luck / Cosmic Inbalance

Yesterday, just within the 4 hours at night, I had so many bad luck coming my way.

I nearly trip and fell twice while getting onto the escalator.

I was informed that my laptop was laggy. My sister tried going onto different sites but they were uploading the pages too slowly. I forgot to help my mum to do some computer/admin stuffs.

I made a friend wait for countless of hours and he's angry.

My head was spinning so terribly as I did not have enough sleep. It brought my energy level to an all-time low. I wasn't able to think well.

My other half was there to witness it.

Past midnight, the bad luck stopped.

I realized that one of my friends has a tremendous negative energy in him that it caused an inbalance to my luck.

Yes, you can say that I'm a superstitious guy. But what are the odds?

I know it's bad of me to say such things of a friend. I still treat him as a friend, a good friend indeed. But everytime I talked about him, be with him, chat with him, things starts to go wrong on my side.

It's like North pole can never meet north pole.

Get it?

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Rainy Night; Happy and Photo-Takings

I was not dressed to dance. I wore sandals and it is not allowed.


I told Yahn to spare me his shoes since he was still at home and I was already out. Seriously, the shoes did not match my outfit.

Lightings were good.

Yahn looked very gothic.

We were out the whole night. And we found a perfect place to take photos. He's so good at posing, he can easily join the modelling world.

But of course, credit should also go to me for a job well done of taking such excellent photos.

This is one of the nicest photos I'd taken of him. Innocent, and boyish looking.

Privacy No More

My mum reads my blog. My sister reads my blog. My friend's aunt and uncle read my blog. My company medic reads my blog. My other half reads my blog. My gal friend's grandpa reads my blog.

I've to be cautious of what I type from now onwards.

P/S: Sergeant if you're here, do leave a comment so that I know you've visited.

Discovered

I'm flabbergasted! My blog template have so many errors I am needed to correct them one by one. I thought I lost my posts and my codings were all over the place.

It took me 3 days to figure out the errors and correct them. Tough job I must say. But now my blog is up and running again.

Whee~! Satisfaction.

If you've not guessed it yet, my company medic has a blog and I'm reading it, like everyday. I'm not stalking you, my beloved company medic. Haha!

I must say he's a wacky guy.

And my sergeant has a blog too at liquidblade. How interesting can it get?

The Ugly World And The Fear

Fear.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.

I will face my fear.

I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner ego to see its path.

Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.

Only I will remain.

What is fear? This poses a never-ending question by most philosophers, and I suspect that we may never come to any conclusion. Let me first start by saying that one's own mind keeps them from being free. What exactly does this mean?

Let us make up an example: are you afraid of visiting cemeteries in the darkness of the night? If you are, why? Fear. And this fear will keep you from traveling through the moors of time, into the vast unknown.

Therefore you are held prisoner by your own fear, afraid to travel into the cemetery at night. Your own mind is holding you back from the exploration of your world.

What is it that most humans fear about the dark? I do not believe they simply fear the absence of light, it is more true to believe that they fear what is within the darkness.

As small children, we are taught of monsters under our beds, boogy-men in the closets, and other things that "go bump in the night". These fears reside in the subconscious, thus holding us prisoner against our will. Dare I say that most humans fear the unknown, whether it be the absence of light, death, starting a new job, or whatever?

Fear is a natural thing, it creates safeguards for us. Fear is what teaches us to be cautious, for self-preservation is primal. Therefore, it is safe to suggest that we may be afraid to travel into that unlit cemetery for fear of being hurt by something unknown.

What could this unknown factor be? A ghost? Perhaps, but I feel that that such fears are unfounded. Although this fear of ghosts and other things was installed when we were young, the fear never goes away. For we fear being physically hurt in any manner. Fear is a natural thing, it is indeed what keeps us safe and secure. I, for one, am dreadfully afraid of heights.

Not so much in the fact that I am high above something, but more in the knowledge of knowing that I could fall... and to fall would be to get hurt or possibly die. So my basic instinct of self-preservation comes into play, and my pulse races and my palms become sweaty, I become ready for fight or flight, and I simply must come down to lower ground. As a rational human being, why do I let my fears control me and hold me prisoner?

I believe that fear is not a logical thought, but rather an irrational emotion. And as hard as we may try to curb it, at times it is not possible, as other times it is. But what of the explorations that we miss out on due to fear?

I do not believe that we should allow fear to keep us from exploring our world. I have many irrational fears, but I do my best to control them, otherwise I would simply have to lock myself in a little room due to my fear of everything.

This is not to say that there are not fears that will never be overcome. One of those fears for me is water, after almost drowning many years ago, and then watching as my brother and father almost drowned while white-water rafting. To me, this is a rational fear, because I know what damage water can do, thus self-preservation.

Self-preservation is not so much in the fact that we are afraid to die (although many people are), it is more in the way of we have a reason to live. Someone who has no definite reason to live usually does not have a fear of anything, for they are not afraid to die, thus not afraid of being hurt in any manner. It is safe to say that most humankind is not this way. However, we can be cautious and still enjoy all that life has to offer.

For instance, I am afraid of roller coasters (I am afraid of many many things actually), for I am afraid that I will get hurt by the track falling apart, or my safety harness coming undone or an earthquake or something else dramatic.

I am putting my life in someone else's hands, someone I do not even know, but must learn to trust immediately. I must believe that this ride is safe, although I have no idea whether it really is or not. At the same time, I love going on roller coasters, and why would I do something that I feared in such a major way? Perhaps my enjoyment of the roller coaster is more than my fear of it. Perhaps I have just enough trust in knowing that nothing will happen, for how often do we here of roller coaster accidents?

Therefore, my fear of roller coasters is unfounded, and I feel just safe enough to climb aboard. I take control over my environment and my fear to do something that I enjoy.

So does fear basically come down to founded fear, unfounded fear, and self-preservation? I believe so... and we simply cannot justify allowing fear to stop us from doing something that we really believe in or wish to do. It takes time to get over fear, sometimes years. There is absolutely nothing wrong with taking one's time getting over fears, and it is well worth it, especially if those fears are unfounded fears.

Although fear is natural, we must put it aside if we are to ever take full control over our lives and live life to the fullest, and I believe it is well worth the effort. We simply must do what we feel inside, we must get rid of the fear.... People destroy that which they cannot understand simply because they fear the unknown, and it must cease!! For we are destroying the world...

Sugababes sang this song titled, Ugly. Somehow, it really reflects the real world.

When I was 7 , they said I was strange.
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same.
I asked my parents if I was OK.
They said you're more beautiful and that's the way they show they wish,
They had your smile.
So my confidence was up for a while.
I got real comfortable with my own style.
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same. And we only get judged by what we do.
My personality reflects me. And if I'm ugly then. So are you, so are you.

There was a time when I felt like I cared,
that I was shorter than everyone there.
People made me feel like life was unfair, n I did things that made me ashamed.
Cos I didn't know my body would change,
I grew taller than them in more ways.
But there will always be the one who will say,
something bad to make them feel great.

Everybody talks bad about somebody, n never realises how it affects somebody,
And you bet it won't be forgotten, envy is the only thing it could be.

My Other Half's Gift And The Stay At VIP

My other half bought me a magnetic earring. Sweet! The magnetic earring was listed in my birthday presents' list.

Isn't it cool? I don't really have to pierce my ears.

3 golden rules; No piercing, no tattoos on my body and no drinking.

My other half and I stayed at VIP for the night.

VIP Hotel has a long history and has been around for 31 years. The hotel had a major renovation in 2002. All the electrical wiring and plumbing were replaced. Being an established budget hotel, our facilities are complete and we are always upgrading to provide our guests with the best.

Swimming pool with built-in Jacuzzi, surrounded by a well-maintained garden and waterfall will surely let you have a wonderful time while you exercise or enjoy a relaxing afternoon.Other facilities include a watch collector's haven, aromatherapy sanctuary spa exclusively for ladies, news-stand, drug store, toiletries requisite shop, secretarial services, sight-seeing information, internet facilities, baby-sitter and 24-hour doctor on call.

I was late for half an hour. LATE! And I was surprised my other half wasn't that flabbergasted at me. I apologized.

Afterward, our initial plan was to club and then have supper but my other half was too tired. My other half fell asleep and I did not really want to wake my lethargic sleepy other half up.

The next morning, we went to the nearest restaurant to have our breakfast, Waffletown. My other half felt guilty for not following according to the plans we had the previous day.

No harm done baby!

Seriously, only the waffles taste good.

Belated B`Day Celebration With Campmates

It's dark blue fading to purple. It fades down to a turquoise teal shade and hops right into a yellowing tint, sort of like lemonade. It backs off into a darker peach orangish and growls into a deep but not powerful red. -Mm- Then you hit the mountains and it's all over. I'm going to go sit underneath it until it's dark.

...

It was a lazy afternoon. I met up with Jusheng at Cineleisure and then went to check the movie timing for Silent Hill though we knew Bob would not like to watch horror films.

Afterwards, tired of waiting for Harziyan, Jusheng and I went to the 9th floor to play bowling. Bob later on came.

I've never really played pool in my life before so this will be the first time and also my most embarassing one.

Look at how intense Jusheng was.

And ready...

He hit and scored.

Bob was exceptionally good. It was like as if he was playing for the championship. He taught me a thing or two on how to hit the ball with accuracy.

And he scored.

My turn.

Miss! Miss!

And miss!

I'm beginning to hate playing pool. I must win, I thought. I tried for the next round. I took Bob's advice into consideration and I really wowed everyone when I hit most of the balls.

Bob and I. I always taught JC guys are only good at studying but now I believe they are good at many other things too.

Jusheng and I.

Harziyan came too late. Then we proceeded to the cineplex to purchase our tickets for She's the Man.

Before the movie, we went to a Japanese fast food restaurant to munch.

While walking at the streets of Orchard, we saw a very big soccer ball. I felt like kicking it.

Adorable right?

I kicked the ball and it rolled and hit the lamppost.

Exchange Gifts

I met up with Durka, my secondary school classmates to give her the birthday gift I bought for her.

I was supposedly to meet her the day before her birthday but my schedule for that day forbids me to do so.

I met up with her in the afternoon the following day and there she was, standing in front of me, dressed in SARI. Pretty.

She had also bought gifts for my belated birthday.

I bought her chocolates. Most girls love them. So I did not make the wrong move of buying Belgium choclate for her.

Perfect!


The bag is lovely~!


Kinky right?