Life Is Like Canon In D

I am not musically inclined. I don't have a gift in numbers. I suck at drawing! I don;t know how to play tennis. I am not a sporty person. I don't run. I don't jog. I am not good-looking. I am not gifted in any way.

But I still have friends who accept my flaws. I have a significant other that appreciates me. I have a family that I can count on.

These things, -things that are not the good side of me-, doesn't have to affect me in any way.

I have to embrace them.

Then life is perfect.

It Just Makes Me Want

When I listen to this song, it makes me want to go to Seoul and Japan and Taiwan.

Oooo! I am loving this song. I think they used this song for the Seoul advertisement on channel 8 and 5.

Way to go Canon In D!

Dante's Inferno

For starters, I am indeed pleased with my entry's title. It just gives that extra omph to an entry without credible contents. What a goof.

I just want to say though I am soft-spoken, I don't wish to be dictate around like a small boy. I have a voice but sometimes I just keep things to myself.

Maybe I am only good at expressing myself when I am angry.

I'll lash out and start an inferno.



Oh who cares.

I like writing long post. I’m one of those people who love to blog, but can’t seem to actually do it. I mean, I do have a lot of things that I like to share about my life, and things that go on around me, but every time I start to write, my mind just goes blank.



Such a sad case. Oh well, till next time then.

Neh Neh Pok

Its so funny when little kids are still unaware of their surroundings and what they say.

The other day there was a woman walking in front of a little girl and her mum.

The little girl who I believed to be 8 or 9 years old playing with her yoyo asked her mum loudly, "Mummy, mummy... Why so big?"

And her mum replied feeling confused, "What thing is big honey?"

The little girl said, "There..." and pointed at her neh neh pok.

"How come my one don't have." she continued.

"Well, vwhen you grow older, you will have them." her mum replied.

"I want big big!"

And then she shouted, "I want big big!"

The woman looked back and stared at the little girl.

Lacking Of Sleep

Oh, I have not had a good sleep since last Thursday!

I am going to sleep! I need more sleep!

But first I need to clean up the kitchen and tidy up the living room then I can sleep. Oh so tedious. But thank god, tomorrow is also my rest day.,,

My Check-Up At The Hospital

Each trip to the hospital means more money spent on the hospital bills. Great. Just great. I was about to save my money. I was so happy I saved much this month but all efforts has gone to waste.

Eric's the best! He accompanied me!

They did blood test on me.

Guess what I saw when I was eating at the Kopitiam?

I can't believe someone reserved the seat with soft toy!

It was a long wait before they finally called my name so I took out the EZ-link stickers I bought and pasted them onto my Ez-links!

One for mum, one for me, and one for Eric!

Nice right? I mean not the back of the Ez-links lah!

The Best Of Sabrina The Teenage Witch

When I was younger, I loved watching Sabrina the teenage witch. So I youtubed and found the episodes.

I love this episode the best!

My KuKuJiao Photos And My Lovely Sista

That's what my sister wrote, "Your kukujiao photos and the lovely me."

Celine and I before I headed out to meet Eric!

I decided to have a wacky posing session with my sister!

Pchy, You Are My Idol!

Oh my god, I can't believe it. I a, actually behaving like a small kid or should I say obsessed fan!

I just finished watching the Love Of Siam! Great story. Definitely going to watch it again!

Special To Share With The Cost Of Nothing

I just have to blog about this.

I just watched The Love Of Siam and I effing love it! So touching. I am going to watch it again!

I still don't have a big heart!

Soon I guess.

A Short Hiatus Will Do Me Good

It will be a short while...

I have always been self-centered...

I am egoistic...

My heart needs to break free from the chains...

When I think I have a bigger heart, I will blog again...

Don't worry. It won't be too long, I promise.

The Pot Of Gold At The End Of the Rainbow

"Where are my photos, you wretched little girl!" I say in a booming voice.

Roooooarrrr! Give me my photos, you twirpy little sister!

No, I am just joking. I just need my photos.

Meanwhile, ...

I was pondering to myself why this world are filled with people backstabbing and bitching and gossiping and worst still spreading malicious rumors on people who do not deserve those kind of treaments.

Rumors are generated through speculations and through the means of nasty people who always think they are always right and they are always oh-so-holy.

People make mistakes. And if they can rectify the mistakes, why aren't they allowed to be forgiven.

I was twittering and msn-ing the other day when one of my secondary school classmates message me. She used to be a very close friend of mine but of course the inevitable happened.

Years later, everything went back to normal.

We forgave each other. We start anew.

What a harsh reality we are living in.

I was looking at a handcuff the other day and find it rather peculiar maybe because I have not seen one in real life.

I handcuffed myself to the harsh reality.

Bearbrick Series 18: The Breakdown!

I posted the photos in order of their rarity. The least will be the first photo and the really rare one is the last photo!

I love the Terminator bearbrick!

Here comes the secrets! (The rare bearbricks)!

You can only get Spongebob secret and kitty secret 1:48.

And Femiyan bearbrick is the rarest! 1:192!

I regret not opening the Kitty secret bearbrick box properly. I tore the card!

Bearbrick Series 18: The Collectibles

I am almost completing the entire set of Series 18 excluding the basics which formed the be@rbrick.

I am still short of 4 secrets (rare be@rbricks).

Everything Ends Well & THE Fresh Start

My other halff stayed by my side when I was sick. My other half even overnight with me at the hospital. My other half cleaned me up after I puked. My other half helped me to the toilet. My other half felt my pain and sadness. My other half cried with me.

My other half bought fish soup for me durong my recovery stage. My other half visited me at home when I was recovering. My other half bought me the food that I was craving for.

When my grandmother passed away, my other half consoled me. My other half visited me again to console me and to see if I was coping well with my grandmother's death.

My other half was always there for me.

I shouldn't think of the worst even if only one mistake was made. And that was a minor one. My other half loves to drink. I can't stop my other half.

If that's one thing that can de-stress my other, so be it.

But there's a fine line between drinking and appreciating wine and drinking too much.

Like Miss. Jo said to me, "I love wines. I appreaciate wines. But drinking too much is not appreciating anymore. Its going overboard."

So baby, I know you love wines and appreciates wines but when you drink, drink in moderation and not always get yourself high."

You want to go out with your friends, CAN.

You want to stay out late till 1 or 2, CAN.

You want to drink, CAN.

But when you do all these things, please remember me and what I've said. Do them in moderation.

I love you and I know you love me more than I love you.

I hope today, July 20 will be a brand new start for us though we already patched back yesterday.

No more quarrels. NO MORE.

I love you!

I Am Like The Weather

I am just like the weather.

"first u got so angry at ur gf for drinking so much n breaking up with her the next day ur fine with it," said N.

I replied, "That's the power of love!"

"that is not the power of love. U just feel like u owe it to her cos she was there for u when ur sick n during the passing of ur granny and being there for someone and drinking n getting high are totally two different matters but i guess u dont see it."

"babe.. sometimes the fear of starting everything all over again or being alone can lead us to think and do so many different things..

not trying to be a wet blanket but in certain times, we only see wad we wanna see but those who are just observing sees it from a different view...

if she loves u enough, she will try to stop drinking so much n go out till so late so often.

I know ur trying to be a bigger person by giving in and still loving her. thou everyone is flawed, sometimes those flaws are rectifiable. and loving someone means not worrying them and understanding how they feel."


P/S: What say you?

The Lovely Nurses Who Took Care Of Me

When I was hospitalized, they took care of me. Ten fucking says I was bed-ridden. TEN. Can you imagine not able to get out of bed for ten days?

And when it was about time for me to get out of bed, it was too much for me to handle. My world turned topsy-turvy.

They, Ms. Rebecca and Miss, Shelia, helped me, and accompany me.


They dropped by my shop the other day. I was elated to see them. I am going to meet up with them again very soon!

Bearbrick Series 18's Rarity

By ratio;

(1st artist) Tokidoki 1:24, (2nd artist), Japanese Gent 1:96, Spongebob secret 1:48, Kitty secret 1:48, sato 1:96, Femiyan 1:192, Futura 1:192, Gallery 1:192, and club King 1:192.

You see those bold and larged names and ratios? - Those are the bearbricks I have right now.

Luck.

I didn't had to go through the hassle of opening box after box after box to get all the rares. I opened the first box and got tokidoki, then I opened the second box which was Japanese Gent and then I got Femiyan, followed by Spongebob secret and then kitty secret.

No repeated or useless bearbricks in between.

How lucky was I?

I will upload the photos soon.

I Am Evil

I was madly angry yesterday morning, I shouted so loud that the mirrors cracked into pieces. I backed away. I was astonished.

Then I felt cold wind but the window was shut and the air-con wasn't even on.

I quickly got ready for work and left home.

I think I am evil.

But when I reached my workplace, I can't remember all these happened.

Was I illusioning things? Or did it really happen?

Drinking Is Your Companion

MY Ex is trying to be noble by saying drinking and getting high and drunk is for work. UTTER RUBBISH.

At least now, since I am OFFICIALLY SINGLE, I can travel around the world without worrying to foot for someone else's bills and air tickets.

I can forget about the trip in October. At least I don't have to worry about my leaves anymore.

Geez, the constant and I MEAN CONSTANT habit of my ex drinkings and getting high and drunk were killing me.

Promise, promise , promise. A pack of bullshits!

Fuck la, I can do without friends if I am attached especially those useless friends.

Fucking ex said, "oh, my ex -manager's birthday today, need to go..."

Of course I allowed because as long as its not a getting high and drunk session. My ex even promised to stay sober but I don't think thats the case.

Everytime I told my ex, "You're high already."

My ex reply will be, "I high or not high, you think I betray you."

Can you guys tell me how stupid that reply was ?

What does getting high or not high got to do with betrayal. Fuck, I hate your drinking habits.

FUCK,

WILL YOUR FUCKING MANAGER DIE FOR YOU?

WILL YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS DIE FOR YOU?

THEY PROVIDE LOVE FOR YOU?

THEY MAKE LOVE WITH YOU?

FUCKING HELL NO!

YOU WANT TO DRINK RIGHT?! DRINK LA! DRINK UNTIL YOU GROW OLD. DRINK, DRINK.

DRINKING IS YOUR FUCKING COMPANION WHAT.

Please, everytime you are high or alittle high, your voice changes. I can hear the bloody difference.

You're old already. Fucking priorities properly.

Leopards can never change its spots.

I shall stop here. I don't want my blood pressure to shoot sky-high. Health. I must take care of my health.

Just yesterday I was missing my ex so so much till I called my ex several times. I thought of my ex.

From much love to numbness now.

Because of what?

MY EX RELUCTANCY TO STAY SOBER.

Normally after every quarrel we would patch back but this time round it seems highly impossible.

An advice for you; - GO get a boyfriend that drinks and appreciate wines and drinking sessions.

Summer, The Beautiful Tress, And The Lake

I love Hot Air Balloon by Owl City.

It gives me that happy feeling! It makes me think of summers. And all the beautiful trees and of course a beautiful lake.

You can't find all these in Singapore. Sad right?!

I want to go to the BOTANIC GARDENS!

Loads Of Work

Fuck... (says in a cute tone)

I can't open my microsoft excel. How to do work like that? Geez.

Now I have to use my family's laptop.

Then I have to do sales report for today and tomorrow.

After that I am going to rest early because I have to wake up early tomorrow. LOL!

Do Women Need Sex?

Time, which changes people, does not alter the image we have retained of them.

Its a quote I saw online and found it really true.

I was thinking after Stomp made a discussion on whether women need sex?

I know men need sex. They are always thinking of sex 24/7. If you are a guy and disagree with me, you are LYING!

But I am not sure about women. Do women need sex? Is it important to them?

Hmm...

Satay And The Sick Girl

Eric informed me that Joanne was hospitalized but it was nothing serious so she was discharged on the same day. Eric and I headed to eat satay before meeintg up with Joanne.

The satays were delicious! Eric and I gave two thumbs up!

Got notice my purple hair or not?!

The sick girl don't want to be photographed because she looked like a ghost. LOL!

Eric and I bought her aloe vera drinks!

Joanne, recover faster!