I was really upset with the whole of yesterday. Things didn't go my way. I worked really, really hard for a deal which I thought I would clinched. I spent days working on it. And then halfway through the meeting, I realized that someone else stole my idea.
Presentation was almost the same. It was quite upsetting. So I actually exited during lunch time because I didn't see a point staying. It was so stressful and humiliating. I was in a bad mood the whole of yesterday. Because of my bad mood, I lashed it out on everyone which I shouldn't have done so.
I want to apologize to anyone who I lashed out yesterday. I didn't really mean it. I didn't expect myself to fail. I didn't expect anything bad would happen. I should lower my expectations.
I'm boiling all my hurt and sadness inside so I decided to type them here so I will feel little better. And now I do. I feel much, much better.
