Its like having to eat a cobra times and times again.
Or.
Its like puking watermelon.
Or.
Its like tickling a putty cat.
Of course, I am happy that they look up to me. Complacent isn't in my dictionary. I will definitely work harder.
I used to do presentations in front of my classmates many times but nowadays I just tremble with fear when I have to conduct meetings or talk in front of my bosses in meetings.
After pondering for 2 seconds, I realized why I am having this fear syndrome.
Because I want to be perfect in front of them. I am scared that I will fumble and look like a complete retard in front of them.
Oh well after listening to Utada Hikaru's Beautiful World, I feel much better. LOL!
Just wish me luck and hope that I don't have cardiac arrest later.
