- Get a decent jeans/long pants
- RADICAL shoes
- Cool tie
- STYLED HAIR
- a cool ride for the prom night .
So beautifuls,i would not be updating only after december the 2nd .
also i might be uploading pictures of the event . =)
[R]UNIE - one night stands
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Monday, November 28, 2005
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Fieldcamp Trip (5 Days 6 Nights)
Seriously, it sucks! I did not bath for those 5 days! It's unhygenic. All we had was to powder bath ourselves.
I had a few rigorous trainings that were really energy-draining especially when I was doing the leopard crawl on the mud for a 200- 300 meter distance.
And to route march from the start point to the campsite was really a killer. Carrying a fieldpack on my shoulder which weighs more than 5 K.G is a big deal. My shoulder hurts alot!
For the first four days, we had to build somewhat like a tent but smaller and sleep in it with another recruit. Squeezy it was, but we were left with no choice.
But during the fieldcamp trip, I'd learnt alot of things.
To endure. To have a never give up attitude.
The second last day, we were asked to dig an individual shellscrape which was 1 meter deep. It took me 6 hours to complete the digging. 6 freaking long hours!
Then, I had to dig a firetrench which was 1.6meters deep and 2.5meters wide. But of course, we had to dig the firetrench in section level.
And the most ironic part was we were completely defeated by a section which only consist of 4 people compared to a section with 8 people. They dug really fast. Or maybe they knew some good techniques of digging which we did not know of.
It was really a test of our endurance. We kept on pushing one another not to surrender readily.
The firetrench was completed at 3a.m.
Thankfully,the following day was actually a rest day for us. Elated I was upon hearing the good news.
On the last day, I threw a live grenade. Like everyone else, I was tantalized with fear.
What if the grenade slipped from my hands? What if there was a blind? What if I had pulled out the safety pin too fast?
"I'm here. You don't have to worry about a single thing. I will ensure your safety," assured the Officer.
Relieved I was.
At 6 in the evening, I left Pulau Tekong.
Though it's been tough but it's also memorable.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Seriously, it sucks! I did not bath for those 5 days! It's unhygenic. All we had was to powder bath ourselves.
I had a few rigorous trainings that were really energy-draining especially when I was doing the leopard crawl on the mud for a 200- 300 meter distance.
And to route march from the start point to the campsite was really a killer. Carrying a fieldpack on my shoulder which weighs more than 5 K.G is a big deal. My shoulder hurts alot!
For the first four days, we had to build somewhat like a tent but smaller and sleep in it with another recruit. Squeezy it was, but we were left with no choice.
But during the fieldcamp trip, I'd learnt alot of things.
To endure. To have a never give up attitude.
The second last day, we were asked to dig an individual shellscrape which was 1 meter deep. It took me 6 hours to complete the digging. 6 freaking long hours!
Then, I had to dig a firetrench which was 1.6meters deep and 2.5meters wide. But of course, we had to dig the firetrench in section level.
And the most ironic part was we were completely defeated by a section which only consist of 4 people compared to a section with 8 people. They dug really fast. Or maybe they knew some good techniques of digging which we did not know of.
It was really a test of our endurance. We kept on pushing one another not to surrender readily.
The firetrench was completed at 3a.m.
Thankfully,the following day was actually a rest day for us. Elated I was upon hearing the good news.
On the last day, I threw a live grenade. Like everyone else, I was tantalized with fear.
What if the grenade slipped from my hands? What if there was a blind? What if I had pulled out the safety pin too fast?
"I'm here. You don't have to worry about a single thing. I will ensure your safety," assured the Officer.
Relieved I was.
At 6 in the evening, I left Pulau Tekong.
Though it's been tough but it's also memorable.
Signing Off,
Shah Rizal Isaac
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Hari Raya Open House (Three Weeks Ago...)
I can't type much as I am not using my own laptop. Let this entry be a photolog!
I think my nose looks big in this picture! If you were wondering who's that guy beside me? - My dad. 
Tommy, Michelle, Bingkin, Eric, Derrick and Constance were the first to arrive.
Everything ended at 6. Afterward I went out with my army friends to watch the horror show, Home Sweet Home.
I can't type much as I am not using my own laptop. Let this entry be a photolog!
I think my nose looks big in this picture! If you were wondering who's that guy beside me? - My dad. 
My beloved mum and I.
My loving parents.
We went out in the morning and afterwards at 1, I rushed back home to prepare the food and drinks for the open house.
I invited my tertiary, secondary and army friends to my house.
An hour after preparation, they came.
I was elated to see my tertiary friends again. Most of them came.
Tommy, Michelle, Bingkin, Eric, Derrick and Constance were the first to arrive.
Then, Salimie, Erlina and Taufik arrived.
And then, more people started coming. My secondary school friends, Durka and Lalitha were the only two who were able to make it.
The rest were either working or out with their families.
Above picture: Lalitha and I.
Above picture: Durka and I.
Tommy and his gang took one last class photo together with Salimie, Erlina, Taufik and I before they left.
Ah! The days when I was at my previous tertiary school started to flash back.
Minutes after they left, my army friends came.
Everything ended at 6. Afterward I went out with my army friends to watch the horror show, Home Sweet Home.
Friday, November 25, 2005
RANDOM RANTS: you got me where you want to , i am finally a wreck ,i guess your happy now that you got me and i am all messed up . My day was perfect till you made it crash and burn .
its my fault for being who i am then why the hell are you making me messed up .i hope your happy now .
i'M a wreck right now .
currently feeling disorganised .
i was once a goth gone wrong but now an emo .
whats going on with me .
i am just messed up .
how can a sane person be feeling sad yet happy and angry all at the same time .
i feel so damn alone .
[R]UNIE - i've been waiting for life's last breath .
its my fault for being who i am then why the hell are you making me messed up .i hope your happy now .
i'M a wreck right now .
currently feeling disorganised .
i was once a goth gone wrong but now an emo .
whats going on with me .
i am just messed up .
how can a sane person be feeling sad yet happy and angry all at the same time .
i feel so damn alone .
[R]UNIE - i've been waiting for life's last breath .
THIS ENTRY IS LATE !!
SORRYS !! =)
Today i met sean and nicole .
as per normal i was late but sadly ,
nicole could only meet us at bugis .
SO buh byes shopping .
=(
Sean and i toured the whole shopping mall at far east ,
while waiting for nicole .
So we went up and then down and bought nothing .
it was those kinda days when you needed to be in a group ,
and having fun to wake the shopping spirit .
=)
SO we took a train down to bugis where i remembered ,
and told sean about the horrors riding a train or just going out with joan .
ALL the torture i will never forget JOAN TAN YU RU !!
=) we had fun too.
So suddenly i got nervous ,
sean got nervous for god-knows-why !
we STARTED chewing on mentos like mad .
So we walked around finding his mom and his brother and FREDRICK
(i'll explain why the hate later .)
So nicole was like still late as she was rushing straight after work at pizza hut !
so we went around the place sean was helping me and nicole choose stuff .
nicole wanted a skirt and i wanted clothes for prom night .
when nicole came , we rushed to the hotel .
we were like so late and we walked a longer route and i sang ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY song on the way .
we even saw a man who we though was either dead or sleeping but ended up ,
he was alive! (what a miracle !!)
we finally reached the hotel around 7.30 or 7plus .
we were like half an hour to an hour late .
gosh !!
SO we ate .the whiner was kinda ok that day but his friend ,
who i thought was cool and all ,
was SO damn IMMATURE !
several things happen that made me think that way .
jeez .
we ate from a chocolate fountain ,
me and nicole drank wine .
we all thought nicole was high .
the whole table was full of fun and i really enjoyed myself !!
=)
when it was time to leave ,
me nicole and sea decided to go ORCHARD ,
mostly to see all the pretty lights !
but it was kinda short as nicole had to take the last bus which was only like 5mins .
so we spent 5mins at town and left (pathetic eh ?maybe next time much longer !)
SO i got home around 12 plus .
it was because i walked from braddell to my house and enjoying the quiet .
which is hardly there as the place i live in is always bustling with consttruction or people .
so kinda reflected alot and as i was walking , a guy purposely bumped into me (RUDE MUCH)
so normally i would pick a fight and all but sadly i didn't .
maybe because i was too focused in my thoughts and i couldn't care !
i even got scolding from my sister about me being back home late ,
and i did not argued back ,
maybe a little but i still was like REFLECTING .
so we argued ,
i got pissed with her and my mom and then i called dear ,
then got rudely interuppted 4 times .
and i said bye ,
what a waste .
so now desperately waiting for monday .
=)
SORRYS !! =)
Today i met sean and nicole .
as per normal i was late but sadly ,
nicole could only meet us at bugis .
SO buh byes shopping .
=(
Sean and i toured the whole shopping mall at far east ,
while waiting for nicole .
So we went up and then down and bought nothing .
it was those kinda days when you needed to be in a group ,
and having fun to wake the shopping spirit .
=)
SO we took a train down to bugis where i remembered ,
and told sean about the horrors riding a train or just going out with joan .
ALL the torture i will never forget JOAN TAN YU RU !!
=) we had fun too.
So suddenly i got nervous ,
sean got nervous for god-knows-why !
we STARTED chewing on mentos like mad .
So we walked around finding his mom and his brother and FREDRICK
(i'll explain why the hate later .)
So nicole was like still late as she was rushing straight after work at pizza hut !
so we went around the place sean was helping me and nicole choose stuff .
nicole wanted a skirt and i wanted clothes for prom night .
when nicole came , we rushed to the hotel .
we were like so late and we walked a longer route and i sang ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY song on the way .
we even saw a man who we though was either dead or sleeping but ended up ,
he was alive! (what a miracle !!)
we finally reached the hotel around 7.30 or 7plus .
we were like half an hour to an hour late .
gosh !!
SO we ate .the whiner was kinda ok that day but his friend ,
who i thought was cool and all ,
was SO damn IMMATURE !
several things happen that made me think that way .
jeez .
we ate from a chocolate fountain ,
me and nicole drank wine .
we all thought nicole was high .
the whole table was full of fun and i really enjoyed myself !!
=)
when it was time to leave ,
me nicole and sea decided to go ORCHARD ,
mostly to see all the pretty lights !
but it was kinda short as nicole had to take the last bus which was only like 5mins .
so we spent 5mins at town and left (pathetic eh ?maybe next time much longer !)
SO i got home around 12 plus .
it was because i walked from braddell to my house and enjoying the quiet .
which is hardly there as the place i live in is always bustling with consttruction or people .
so kinda reflected alot and as i was walking , a guy purposely bumped into me (RUDE MUCH)
so normally i would pick a fight and all but sadly i didn't .
maybe because i was too focused in my thoughts and i couldn't care !
i even got scolding from my sister about me being back home late ,
and i did not argued back ,
maybe a little but i still was like REFLECTING .
so we argued ,
i got pissed with her and my mom and then i called dear ,
then got rudely interuppted 4 times .
and i said bye ,
what a waste .
so now desperately waiting for monday .
=)
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Who wanna date the SEXY IcyBoy85?
Shhh!!
he doesn't know bout tis at all :P
Tis Mr Nicey gave me his pw so im doin him a big favour to find him a date!
He has been feeling rather down lately...so just wanted to cheer him up with all the babes on the waiting list...haha!
yeah imevil nicey
So please be spontaneous and leave on the comments if you wanna date him!
Oh yeah i forgot to add details of the date...hmmm....nevermind i'll let him decide wen he is back from camp :)
And oh yeah...im neither Runie or IcyBoy....i'm ermm the No. 1 girl in his poll...duno how i got there but who cares...now we're all just concern on getting the babes!
Closing date : 27th Nov 2005
So hurry!! :P
Love
Jas~
Shhh!!
he doesn't know bout tis at all :P
Tis Mr Nicey gave me his pw so im doin him a big favour to find him a date!
He has been feeling rather down lately...so just wanted to cheer him up with all the babes on the waiting list...haha!
yeah im
So please be spontaneous and leave on the comments if you wanna date him!
Oh yeah i forgot to add details of the date...hmmm....nevermind i'll let him decide wen he is back from camp :)
And oh yeah...im neither Runie or IcyBoy....i'm ermm the No. 1 girl in his poll...duno how i got there but who cares...now we're all just concern on getting the babes!
Closing date : 27th Nov 2005
So hurry!! :P
Love
Jas~
Monday, November 21, 2005
Miss Me?
I apologise for the lack of updates. After the fieldcamp trip from Tekong, I was bombarded with lots of trainings and practises; stimulation of live firing, route march at East Coast Park (12km on Wednesday and 16km on Friday)
And now, my laptop is screwed with so many viruses!
Any computer experts? Help me please!
E-mail me or beep me ya!
I promise I will resume blogging next week. Have tons of pics to upload!
I apologise for the lack of updates. After the fieldcamp trip from Tekong, I was bombarded with lots of trainings and practises; stimulation of live firing, route march at East Coast Park (12km on Wednesday and 16km on Friday)
And now, my laptop is screwed with so many viruses!
Any computer experts? Help me please!
E-mail me or beep me ya!
I promise I will resume blogging next week. Have tons of pics to upload!
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Today had a downside .
kinda pissed .
phone got confiscated , dad called to irritate me .
so i hung up the phone on him .
ione called from the states ,
he still hasn't changed but he lost the singaporean accent .
kinda weird thinking that he used to be the singlish guy .
hahas ..
well all the best to him ..
I MISS YOU !!
NOT!!
[R]UNIE-false stars above keeps us sedated .
kinda pissed .
phone got confiscated , dad called to irritate me .
so i hung up the phone on him .
ione called from the states ,
he still hasn't changed but he lost the singaporean accent .
kinda weird thinking that he used to be the singlish guy .
hahas ..
well all the best to him ..
I MISS YOU !!
NOT!!
[R]UNIE-false stars above keeps us sedated .
Saturday, November 19, 2005
please refer to blog for some juicy information .
LOLx
=)
heres the webby ,
http://www.livejournal.com/users/un_runiie/
LOLx
=)
heres the webby ,
http://www.livejournal.com/users/un_runiie/
ROUND and ROUND we go ,
back and forht and to and fro !
up the high and down the low ,
i'm not the boy you used to know ...
its a song i picked up from a band called rouge .
its kinda nice and i can't find the album CAUSE MTV didn't release the album i think.
BUMMER !!
So today i finally got outta the house !!
YAY ME !!!
i went to centre point and met joan ,
and suprisingly i was not late .
she was later then ME !!
GOSH A MIRACLE HAPPENED !!
I was not late !!
go runie ! go runie ! go runie !
so we shopped about till it was like 7plus .
GAWD i was so tired .
my legs were aching me .
am now watching MTV EMA <3
so i am feeling disorganised and crappish ..
[R]UNIE - autographs and apologies
back and forht and to and fro !
up the high and down the low ,
i'm not the boy you used to know ...
its a song i picked up from a band called rouge .
its kinda nice and i can't find the album CAUSE MTV didn't release the album i think.
BUMMER !!
So today i finally got outta the house !!
YAY ME !!!
i went to centre point and met joan ,
and suprisingly i was not late .
she was later then ME !!
GOSH A MIRACLE HAPPENED !!
I was not late !!
go runie ! go runie ! go runie !
so we shopped about till it was like 7plus .
GAWD i was so tired .
my legs were aching me .
am now watching MTV EMA <3
so i am feeling disorganised and crappish ..
[R]UNIE - autographs and apologies
Friday, November 18, 2005
Today , once again i am pissed !!
it's a VERY big issue to me .
i got depreived of using the bathroom till like 5pm !!
=(
here's the reason ,
THE PEOPLE WHO were doing the renovations cut the water supply to all toilets .
RUDE MUCH !!
so i couldn't take my shower only like 5plus .
thank god i was grounded if not ,
i would be CRAZY !!
put please note: I DID TAKE MY SHOWER IN THE END !
So i got awoken at 10am TO THE "BEAUTIFUL" sounds of power tools !!
major turn off !!
So had a real bad headache through out the whole day !!
one of my friend who is in the STATES CALLED !!
SO HAPPY !!
we were like best friends for 2++ years ..
but sadly he got cut-off , so many words left un-said .
so many memories left un-touched !!
=((
[R]UNIE- if looks could kill ,i'd watch you die
it's a VERY big issue to me .
i got depreived of using the bathroom till like 5pm !!
=(
here's the reason ,
THE PEOPLE WHO were doing the renovations cut the water supply to all toilets .
RUDE MUCH !!
so i couldn't take my shower only like 5plus .
thank god i was grounded if not ,
i would be CRAZY !!
put please note: I DID TAKE MY SHOWER IN THE END !
So i got awoken at 10am TO THE "BEAUTIFUL" sounds of power tools !!
major turn off !!
So had a real bad headache through out the whole day !!
one of my friend who is in the STATES CALLED !!
SO HAPPY !!
we were like best friends for 2++ years ..
but sadly he got cut-off , so many words left un-said .
so many memories left un-touched !!
=((
[R]UNIE- if looks could kill ,i'd watch you die
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Life has lost all it's colours !!
Once again , here i am !
Bored as usual !!
I got stood up2 times by the conractors which was suppose to be at my place !!
which was kind of getting on my nerves !!
=(
So once again i am perfecting my skill of decomposing at home !!
=)
i gotta get my life back ..
which would be after the renovation and when my mom is happy !!!
THAT would take ages !!
SIGHs !!
[R]UNIE - WE belong together
Once again , here i am !
Bored as usual !!
I got stood up2 times by the conractors which was suppose to be at my place !!
which was kind of getting on my nerves !!
=(
So once again i am perfecting my skill of decomposing at home !!
=)
i gotta get my life back ..
which would be after the renovation and when my mom is happy !!!
THAT would take ages !!
SIGHs !!
[R]UNIE - WE belong together
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
i'M here again !!
=)
Firstly onto some important matters ,
all isaac fans and friends ,
listen up !!
ISAAC WOULD BE DOING A ROUTE MARCH AT EAST COAST PARK tomorrow at 8am till NOON(12pm) and on FRIDAY NIGHT .So if you want to catch him or just say hi ,he would be there marching ok ?
and on to some un-important news ,
i need 2 tone colours to suit me and the reason being is i am re-painting my room .
figures don't it ? So if you have any ideas or anything drop me a mail at crap_metal@hotmail.com .
=)
=)
Firstly onto some important matters ,
all isaac fans and friends ,
listen up !!
ISAAC WOULD BE DOING A ROUTE MARCH AT EAST COAST PARK tomorrow at 8am till NOON(12pm) and on FRIDAY NIGHT .So if you want to catch him or just say hi ,he would be there marching ok ?
and on to some un-important news ,
i need 2 tone colours to suit me and the reason being is i am re-painting my room .
figures don't it ? So if you have any ideas or anything drop me a mail at crap_metal@hotmail.com .
=)
Monday, November 14, 2005
PISSED !!
Today sean and nicole were such HUGE sweeties .
they knew i was grounded and if i couldn't go out ,
they sure can come oever . =)
so we were like playing games and gossiping till my second brother came back .
what a BEAUTIFUL disaster .
and the weird thing is that he didn't feel awkward being among my friends un-introduced !
RUDE MUCH !!
So we then stopped gossiping and we DIDN'T have any fun then .
WE left my place at 6 ,
reason being is that i gave an EXCUSE that i was gonna send them home but then ,
i went over to sean's place and was told to interact with his MOM .
So nicole was loud and i was chatty . we ATE goodies at sean's place and then headed to his room .
While i oggled out of his window ,
nicole went crazy so i pulled myself outta the window and went crazy with her .
we kinda "RAPED" all his things ..
LOLx
sO we skipped the show "BEAUTIFUL CONNECTION after staring at JIAN YI <33
we basically crapped till it was like 10 plus .
i then sent nicole home and went home ,
trying to take any possible de-tours to avoid the so called "PRISON" that i lived in .
So when i got home it was like already 11 plus . GOSH !
and then when i had done all my things ,
an irritating idiot kept messaging me regarding the chalet i booked .
the dates were different . So i am going to re-cap what the conversation was about .
DARYL- i tot chalet was on 16,17 ? Why now 19 !
*and please take note ,he sent the message like 10 times ..So i ignored him ..
DARYL- Y u nv reply wan ? can you pls,finally,confirm, tell ME !CHALET DAY!! PLS !! Y u told me wed! and thu! SH(*one of my friend sook har*) say sat! i very sian bout this liaoz !
DARYL-CALL,sms,cant find.SH working!CEcilia(another friend) nt at home !Den you tell me chalet 16,17 is book ready .i plan ready le
ME-EH !look at the time la ..If you message 1 time i can relax but you msg me so many times..Ppl no need t slp ah?
and it all took place around 1 am .WHEN i was aving my beauty sleep !(RUDE MUCH)
So i kinda got pissed with that idiot . he had volunteer duty which he can switch and stuff but no .
WHY the hell did i say i have booked the chalet already when the AXS machine says its all booked .
they days we want is just not available . HECK !!
4 people are paying for the bbq and me and sook har is paying for the chalet !WE're nt even complaing about it so what the hell is he whining about !PATHETIC !!if another idiot is going to wake me up in the wee hours of the morning, i am going to make the person pay !!MAJOR RUDE MUCH !!
[R]UNIE - YOU won't get to see the tears i cry =)
Today sean and nicole were such HUGE sweeties .
they knew i was grounded and if i couldn't go out ,
they sure can come oever . =)
so we were like playing games and gossiping till my second brother came back .
what a BEAUTIFUL disaster .
and the weird thing is that he didn't feel awkward being among my friends un-introduced !
RUDE MUCH !!
So we then stopped gossiping and we DIDN'T have any fun then .
WE left my place at 6 ,
reason being is that i gave an EXCUSE that i was gonna send them home but then ,
i went over to sean's place and was told to interact with his MOM .
So nicole was loud and i was chatty . we ATE goodies at sean's place and then headed to his room .
While i oggled out of his window ,
nicole went crazy so i pulled myself outta the window and went crazy with her .
we kinda "RAPED" all his things ..
LOLx
sO we skipped the show "BEAUTIFUL CONNECTION after staring at JIAN YI <33
we basically crapped till it was like 10 plus .
i then sent nicole home and went home ,
trying to take any possible de-tours to avoid the so called "PRISON" that i lived in .
So when i got home it was like already 11 plus . GOSH !
and then when i had done all my things ,
an irritating idiot kept messaging me regarding the chalet i booked .
the dates were different . So i am going to re-cap what the conversation was about .
DARYL- i tot chalet was on 16,17 ? Why now 19 !
*and please take note ,he sent the message like 10 times ..So i ignored him ..
DARYL- Y u nv reply wan ? can you pls,finally,confirm, tell ME !CHALET DAY!! PLS !! Y u told me wed! and thu! SH(*one of my friend sook har*) say sat! i very sian bout this liaoz !
DARYL-CALL,sms,cant find.SH working!CEcilia(another friend) nt at home !Den you tell me chalet 16,17 is book ready .i plan ready le
ME-EH !look at the time la ..If you message 1 time i can relax but you msg me so many times..Ppl no need t slp ah?
and it all took place around 1 am .WHEN i was aving my beauty sleep !(RUDE MUCH)
So i kinda got pissed with that idiot . he had volunteer duty which he can switch and stuff but no .
WHY the hell did i say i have booked the chalet already when the AXS machine says its all booked .
they days we want is just not available . HECK !!
4 people are paying for the bbq and me and sook har is paying for the chalet !WE're nt even complaing about it so what the hell is he whining about !PATHETIC !!if another idiot is going to wake me up in the wee hours of the morning, i am going to make the person pay !!MAJOR RUDE MUCH !!
[R]UNIE - YOU won't get to see the tears i cry =)
Bring Me With You
Today I met up with quite a number of people. It was unexpected as for I only intended to meet two of my friends.
I really have no idea to why I am feeling so lost and confused and down. Though it was only a short book out for me, I still wanted to find time to go clubbing.
And so I did.
I was not really dancing. I admit that I did flirt around - flirt with my friends.
I was somehow out of control.
Oh god, show me the way...
Lead me..
Today I met up with quite a number of people. It was unexpected as for I only intended to meet two of my friends.
I really have no idea to why I am feeling so lost and confused and down. Though it was only a short book out for me, I still wanted to find time to go clubbing.
And so I did.
I was not really dancing. I admit that I did flirt around - flirt with my friends.
I was somehow out of control.
Oh god, show me the way...
Lead me..
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Today was kinda sad as my family finally went to visit my eldest brother's grave .
so everyone was present that day suprisingly and i woke up early ! =)
So we had a hard time finding for the grave and it was HOT .
So when we found his grave , WE did a simple prayer and then we cleaned the grave ,
and trust me , being in a graveyard ain't that scary and stuff .
It's more of peace,quite and tranquility but it is NOT a good spot for doing your STUDIES .
=)
and if you think that i am a whacko being to my brother's grave and being able to smile about it,
i am not but it is just that i have never seen him before , so the i do not feel that sad about it .
After a visit to the graveyard and being bitten by loads of mosqitos ,
My dad gave the whole family a treat at the nearby swensens which was not in the graveyard
but at jurong point. =)
So after chowing down and walking around ,
my mom kinda started feeling tired and dizzy so took a cab back and when everyone reached home ,
we all changed and then everyone slept , EXCEPT me ..
i really didn't know why i wasn't tired .
=)
[R]UNIE - SUGAR ,we're going down
so everyone was present that day suprisingly and i woke up early ! =)
So we had a hard time finding for the grave and it was HOT .
So when we found his grave , WE did a simple prayer and then we cleaned the grave ,
and trust me , being in a graveyard ain't that scary and stuff .
It's more of peace,quite and tranquility but it is NOT a good spot for doing your STUDIES .
=)
and if you think that i am a whacko being to my brother's grave and being able to smile about it,
i am not but it is just that i have never seen him before , so the i do not feel that sad about it .
After a visit to the graveyard and being bitten by loads of mosqitos ,
My dad gave the whole family a treat at the nearby swensens which was not in the graveyard
but at jurong point. =)
So after chowing down and walking around ,
my mom kinda started feeling tired and dizzy so took a cab back and when everyone reached home ,
we all changed and then everyone slept , EXCEPT me ..
i really didn't know why i wasn't tired .
=)
[R]UNIE - SUGAR ,we're going down
Back From Pulau Tekong (Fieldcamp)
Yeah, some knew while the others were clueless for my disappearance! No posts, no calls and messages from me to my love ones and my close friends.
Tough it was. Today was the last day of my fieldcamp trip at Pulau Tekong. While I was on the bus, on my way back home from Pulau Tekong to my camp, I was very happy that it was finally over.
I wanted to cry as for I really missed my family and close friends.
The trainings were rigorous especially the digging of fire trench and shellscrape markings. I endured and eventually it pays off. And guess what?
I threw a live grenade! *heart thumping fast*
I will blog more about my fieldcamp soon. As for now, I will be going out to meet my friends!
Ciao!
Oh, did you all noticed?
I have a new team member to my blog; Runie. Please refer to his previous 3 posts for his blog url!
Yeah, some knew while the others were clueless for my disappearance! No posts, no calls and messages from me to my love ones and my close friends.
Tough it was. Today was the last day of my fieldcamp trip at Pulau Tekong. While I was on the bus, on my way back home from Pulau Tekong to my camp, I was very happy that it was finally over.
I wanted to cry as for I really missed my family and close friends.
The trainings were rigorous especially the digging of fire trench and shellscrape markings. I endured and eventually it pays off. And guess what?
I threw a live grenade! *heart thumping fast*
I will blog more about my fieldcamp soon. As for now, I will be going out to meet my friends!
Ciao!
Oh, did you all noticed?
I have a new team member to my blog; Runie. Please refer to his previous 3 posts for his blog url!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Today i have got urgent news !! I have been grounded till my house renovations have been completed !! So do not expect any exciting entries for a few days i guess .
Like always , i have and will always wake up late around noon time but sadly i do not really care about how late i wake up ! i'M on holiday anyways !! =)
so apart from the fact that mom bought a bottle of wine i practically feel like puking right now i am still alive and kicking !! YAY me .. Next time if i want to drink or anything , i must dilute wine with something else . So i better end here before i start puking !! (I hope i don't puke)
=)
[R]UNIE -orangey goodness !=)
Like always , i have and will always wake up late around noon time but sadly i do not really care about how late i wake up ! i'M on holiday anyways !! =)
so apart from the fact that mom bought a bottle of wine i practically feel like puking right now i am still alive and kicking !! YAY me .. Next time if i want to drink or anything , i must dilute wine with something else . So i better end here before i start puking !! (I hope i don't puke)
=)
[R]UNIE -orangey goodness !=)
Friday, November 11, 2005
Today was yet another boring day and this time i HAD to stay at home . Mom had called a contracter to fix the lights .So i had to stay at home and rot ! I am going to BREAK outta my house soon even though i am locked in ! =(
So today i cooked my own meal and SWEAR never to cook unless i am forced to or it is for a very good REASON and to think i am SCORING well for my food and nutrition course .LOL
So to wrap things up , i have finally arranged my hamster cage to my liking although my hamsters are not used to their new home on the second floor as it is a double storey kind .
[R]UNIE -STYLE meets ATTITUDE
So today i cooked my own meal and SWEAR never to cook unless i am forced to or it is for a very good REASON and to think i am SCORING well for my food and nutrition course .LOL
So to wrap things up , i have finally arranged my hamster cage to my liking although my hamsters are not used to their new home on the second floor as it is a double storey kind .
[R]UNIE -STYLE meets ATTITUDE
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Today i got awoken by one of my friend (RUDE MUCH) and her hamsters gave birth and the weird thing is ,we EXCHANGED male hamsters a few weeks ago ! So the big mystery is who is RESPONSIBLE for the babies ! =)
So i kind of spent the day once again stuck at home .Mom had called a Contractor over to fix the fridge but apparantly ,there was not much of an improvement to the fridge but we ended up paying the guy !What a mojor RIP-OFF !
So i kind of went EXPERIMENTING with the stuff i had and the end morzerella cheese and bread do NOT seriously do a good meal . So i ended up having a serious headache and trust me ,it was not even Fun but hey , when you're hungry ,EVERYTHING taste nice ! =)
Later i am going out regardless if i am still feeling sick ,i will still go out and get the hamster cage i am dying for ! =)
[R]UNIE- Play it loud !Be yourself and shout it LOUD
So i kind of spent the day once again stuck at home .Mom had called a Contractor over to fix the fridge but apparantly ,there was not much of an improvement to the fridge but we ended up paying the guy !What a mojor RIP-OFF !
So i kind of went EXPERIMENTING with the stuff i had and the end morzerella cheese and bread do NOT seriously do a good meal . So i ended up having a serious headache and trust me ,it was not even Fun but hey , when you're hungry ,EVERYTHING taste nice ! =)
Later i am going out regardless if i am still feeling sick ,i will still go out and get the hamster cage i am dying for ! =)
[R]UNIE- Play it loud !Be yourself and shout it LOUD
Wednesday, November 9, 2005
Today i snuck back in home as i snuck out of the house to meet my friends from my hostel . it has been a long time since we hung out and had fun but a police officer had to spoil the fun and screened us but heck,i got a free ride home by the cops .So i guess it was worth it as i was caught twice by them . =)
so my mom spoke to me on the phone and i came clean with her .i told her about my tiny escapade yesterday and she was totally cool with it .So i then went over to my friend house to watch some horror flicks and eat pizza .The pizza kind of kept slipping on to my bag and we kept on laughing cause everyone also had the same problem but in the end ,WE DID not watch any horror movies but we had fun .=)
sO when i got home ,no one was at home .It kind of got abit depressing as ever since i got home from my hostel,everyone was not spending time together and i am getting into more and more trouble with my mother and my sister !It is just that they cannot accpet the fact that i am no longer the boy who would say "yes" to everything and be their own personal maid or something like that .Atleast thats what i learnt after leaving my hostel ,trying to be who i am but apparantly no one can accept the fact that i am being myself is just that hurting to them but i really do not CARE ! I am not going to be a kiss-up to anyone and if you cannot accept the fact that i am being myself hurts you ,i do not really CARE !=)
With that being said aside , i am ashamed at some people as they are already hated by community and yet they still hate people of their own kind and type .If they really open to each other ,they will really be much better off. =)
[R]UNIE- MENTOS the freshmaker.
so my mom spoke to me on the phone and i came clean with her .i told her about my tiny escapade yesterday and she was totally cool with it .So i then went over to my friend house to watch some horror flicks and eat pizza .The pizza kind of kept slipping on to my bag and we kept on laughing cause everyone also had the same problem but in the end ,WE DID not watch any horror movies but we had fun .=)
sO when i got home ,no one was at home .It kind of got abit depressing as ever since i got home from my hostel,everyone was not spending time together and i am getting into more and more trouble with my mother and my sister !It is just that they cannot accpet the fact that i am no longer the boy who would say "yes" to everything and be their own personal maid or something like that .Atleast thats what i learnt after leaving my hostel ,trying to be who i am but apparantly no one can accept the fact that i am being myself is just that hurting to them but i really do not CARE ! I am not going to be a kiss-up to anyone and if you cannot accept the fact that i am being myself hurts you ,i do not really CARE !=)
With that being said aside , i am ashamed at some people as they are already hated by community and yet they still hate people of their own kind and type .If they really open to each other ,they will really be much better off. =)
[R]UNIE- MENTOS the freshmaker.
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Bored yet again
today my mood got spoiled by 2 people today and once again i got stuck at home . MAJOR BUMMER !
firstly i woke up early today around 8am, the speacial occasion would be that me and my friends were suppose to meet and go to EAST COAST park but when i got changed and everything , My friend called me and said everything was cancelled !What a major put-off .
So then i got changed and went back to sleep . So when i woke up, i noticed it was already 3pm but i was still sleepy and since it was my holidays ,i decided to sleep in . =)
i finally got up at 4.30pm(i think) and no one messaged me. So i was yet again bored, even the party circuit had run dry . I practically got sick of staying at home . My only hope was waiting for my sister as SHE promised to meet me and buy a cool and new hamster cage ! My darlings need a new space !
=)
So later i am going to watch a few movies and then going to clean my hamster cage ! What a major event to look foreward to .My life has practically lost it's fun .
=(
[R]UNIE-IF your bald ,do not waste money on hair gel =)
today my mood got spoiled by 2 people today and once again i got stuck at home . MAJOR BUMMER !
firstly i woke up early today around 8am, the speacial occasion would be that me and my friends were suppose to meet and go to EAST COAST park but when i got changed and everything , My friend called me and said everything was cancelled !What a major put-off .
So then i got changed and went back to sleep . So when i woke up, i noticed it was already 3pm but i was still sleepy and since it was my holidays ,i decided to sleep in . =)
i finally got up at 4.30pm(i think) and no one messaged me. So i was yet again bored, even the party circuit had run dry . I practically got sick of staying at home . My only hope was waiting for my sister as SHE promised to meet me and buy a cool and new hamster cage ! My darlings need a new space !
=)
So later i am going to watch a few movies and then going to clean my hamster cage ! What a major event to look foreward to .My life has practically lost it's fun .
=(
[R]UNIE-IF your bald ,do not waste money on hair gel =)
Monday, November 7, 2005
helows people ! =)
i am the new CO-owner of this blog !
i do have a blog of my own but will be updating both sides anyway ..
http://www.livejournal.com/users/un_runiie/ <--my blog
so if you have a problem about me blogging , please contact me at crap_metal@hotmail.com
thanks in advance ! =)
[R]UNIE-COlours MAKE THE world go ROUND
i am the new CO-owner of this blog !
i do have a blog of my own but will be updating both sides anyway ..
http://www.livejournal.com/users/un_runiie/ <--my blog
so if you have a problem about me blogging , please contact me at crap_metal@hotmail.com
thanks in advance ! =)
[R]UNIE-COlours MAKE THE world go ROUND
Stressed / Afraid
I'm feeling so vulnerable right now. Not much sleep; not in the right state of mind. I'm feeling weak and tired.
I will be booking in a few hours time and for the 2nd time in my N.S life, I am feeling so afraid.
Afraid of what? - I'm uncertained.
I feel like crying, I feel so alone.
My heart is aching...
I was in need of having someone to hug me. I did not want to be alone ... at home and spent my day sleeping and not doing anything meaningful before I book in.
I had my hug. I had my company. But soon after, I felt the emptiness again.
Let me cry...
The pain; so tremendous.
And all these mentioned are not in any way related to my relationship with my significant other.
I'm lost, feeling really lost.
Someone help me.
I'm feeling so vulnerable right now. Not much sleep; not in the right state of mind. I'm feeling weak and tired.
I will be booking in a few hours time and for the 2nd time in my N.S life, I am feeling so afraid.
Afraid of what? - I'm uncertained.
I feel like crying, I feel so alone.
My heart is aching...
I was in need of having someone to hug me. I did not want to be alone ... at home and spent my day sleeping and not doing anything meaningful before I book in.
I had my hug. I had my company. But soon after, I felt the emptiness again.
Let me cry...
The pain; so tremendous.
And all these mentioned are not in any way related to my relationship with my significant other.
I'm lost, feeling really lost.
Someone help me.
Friday, November 4, 2005
Ridtz's Masterpiece / Wacky You
I forgot to mention earlier that the picture below is done by my friend, Ridtz. I needed a new background picture; simple yet creative.
And there he was willing to do the background picture for me. Alot of time and effort. Isn't it nice?
I forgot to mention earlier that the picture below is done by my friend, Ridtz. I needed a new background picture; simple yet creative.
And there he was willing to do the background picture for me. Alot of time and effort. Isn't it nice?
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Love it!
I was multi-tasking; writing my blog, listening to music and and having my dinner, when abruptly I saw people fighting at my house's corridor.
I see...
Pretty intense!
The girl on the left was ready to attack her opponent, legs positioned; wide opened, hands ready to punch.
"Is that all you've got?!" laughed her opponent.
Thursday, November 3, 2005
Hari Raya Puasa
I would like to wish all the Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!
Afterwards, we proceeded to the bazaar and there I bumped into my Platoon Commander.
I would like to wish all the Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!
Two days ago, my family and I went to Arnolds located at City Plaza. It was already 9 and we were afraid that by the time we reach there, the restaurant would be close.
We tried our luck and I was really craving for the food there.
Surprising enough, the restaurant was still crowded and we even had to take a queue number even though it was already 9.30pm.
Sucks! I was already so hungry and I have to wait.
Closing time; 2200 hours.
My mum asked the waitress an awkward question.
"So if its already ten and we are still eating, are you going to chase us out of the restaurant?"
...
Haha!
We ordered alot of food.
Afterwards, we proceeded to the bazaar and there I bumped into my Platoon Commander.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
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