I Am Reaching For The Stars

Is it so hard ? Am I reaching for the stars here? Sometimes, things doesn't go my way I planned it to be. But at least I will make sure I put in extra effort to make it look as if I have done my part.

I tried to jump but in the end, I was clueless of what expression I wanted to give in the photo above.






Jump Issac, reach for the stars....

POMO

For at least now, life has been pretty mundane for me. I need some spark in life.

A week ago, Eric and I went to watch, 'Knowing' at The Cathay.

I somehow felt that Hollywood movies are always right on the track of warning us how much harm we have done to earth or probably those meteriods in space travelling at the right coordinates to hit earth and leaving us dead. Oh well.

Along the streets of Parklane, there are these POMO designs which I found rather weird-looking.

Neither would be the design of my choice.

The Myth About Working

the year is made up of 365 days, each day consisting of 24 hours, 12 of which are night non-working hours that adds up to a total of 182 days.

Thus, it leaves one with 183 days to work. minus 52 sundays and minus another 52 saturdays as well, that would leave one with 79 days to work.

3 hours each day are set aside for eating, and 1 hour for bathing, toilet visitations. that would add up to approximately 60 days, which means there's only 19 days for working.

One's usually entitled to 14 days for vacations, that means one would have only 5 days left for your work. minus away another 4 days one usually takes off due to illnesses or other emergencies, and that would leave one with only one day to work, which happens to be labour day, which is a holiday.

so, why am I still tired?

Star Awards; Best Supporting Actress 2009

It was such an entrigued award show and best still, they have two winners in the best supporting female actress in a drama series; Ng Hui And Xiang Yun.

Duh And Boom Away

I had butterflies in my stomach. It was my first.

How could I make such a blunder? LOL.

I was so gittery I forgot everyone around me and what I wanted to say.

Because I was sick and unprepared.

Still, I wanted a redemption. Today, I gave my 190% at the sales floor today, clinching the top sales for overall and aroma.

I beat Bugis's overall performance for the aroma and manage to beat their record of 11 by hitting 13.

I don't like to lose. No way.

But oh god, thinking back to the meeting, I think I made a utter fool of myself. Duh!

I feel like shouting.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

"A*sh*le!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Unexpected Win

Star Awards yesterday was rather unexpected.

Joanne Peh won the best actress award instead of Chen Liping who was nominated twice in that category and everyone's prediction for Ou Xuan to win.

The other shell-shocker was the two wins for best supporting actress category. After Xiang Yun's name was announced, they called out the second winner which was Ng Hui.

What a suprising turn of event.

This year only two princesses did not make it to top 10 most popular actress; Fiona Xie and Dawn Yeoh.

Sad, Fiona's popularity is nose-diving.

I called one of them to congratulate on their win and the other to console.

Pat, next year, can try again.

Be My 160th

If you sign my guestbook and if you're the 160th person to sign my guestbook, you get a a little gift from me worth $34.95.

Be the 160th person to sign my guestbook.

I Wonder

I wonder which photo of mine will Aloysius use for his blog pic links.

P/S: Now I am down with a flu.

I Date A 42 Years Old

Her name is Cindy. And we met during a dinner party at Marriot.

I was seated just across her. She winked at me and then shifted to sit beside me. "My name is Cindy. What's yours?"

"Issac..."

"Lovely name. By the way, I hope you don't mind my age." she said.

"How old are you?" I asked.

"42 this year." She replied.

And then she kissed me on the cheeks.

I smiled and kissed her too.

And then I realized it was just a freaking dream. I woke up crying.

Katy Perry - Waking Up In Vegas

I like Katy Perry after watching and listening to her song, 'hot n' cold' and 'thinking of you' and 'I do not hook up'.

And now she is going to release another new fabulous song. This is just a trailer but its freaking awesome.

Plans For The Remaining Months of 2009

May 2009 ;

Buy Gucci Messenger Bag
OR
Breed an Animal (Cat/Rabbit/Dog/Chincilla)

June 2009 ;

- Go Kuala Lumpur (3 Days, 2 Nights)
- Celebrate 24th Birthday
- Reservist

Oct 2009;

- Go Thailand (7 Days, 6 Nights)

Nov 2009;

- Cruise (2 Days, 1 Night)

There could be more but I can't really remember.

I Question God

Sometimes, I think God is fair. But at times, I thought maybe He isn't fair enough.

Watch this video then you will know what I am talking about.

God gave her the best talent ever and that is her voice. She can sing DAMN well. But, in terms of her appearance, she is just like any typical women in her late 40s.

Did you watch the part when everyone had doubts in her. Everyone did not like her. But as soon as she opened her mouth, the crowds went wild.

Some people are born with the looks, but they do not have talents.

Some people are not born with the looks, but they have special talents.

And there's only a minority that has the looks and special talents.

Some people with looks abuses their power to get higher in society.

Some people use their talents to get higher in life.

Is life fair? Is God fair?

Darkness

I was in the darkness, I was out in the cold. Seems nothing could heal this
hole in my soul, you reached out your arms to me held out your heart to me,
pulled me back from the edge. Thought I reached thee end.

BISMF.

Idk.

ttyl.

Idrcwyas.

These short abbreviations are killing me. I am not a short abbreviation kind of guy. I figured them out only after my sister told me what they mean.

IDK = I Don't Know.

The first few times my friends messaged me that, I was like, 'What the hell are you talking about". But I just go with the flow and said OK.

And then there's TTYL. Talk to you later.

And the IDRCWYAS. "I Don't really care what you are saying".

Now its all about short abbreviations.

Ok la, since everyone is going with the flow, I shall do the same too.

IAGTBL. IAGON. TC.

Genting Trip; Last Day

We checked-out from our hotel room at 12 and proceeded to Hou Mei restaurant to have our lunch.

We were contemplating on whether to have our dosage of coffees at Old Town or should we rather stick to where we were.

In the end, we still ended up having coffee at old town!




After lunch and coffee, it was nearly time for us to return to Singapore.








Before we boarded the bus, we ate waffles, lol!.
Oh, I hated the bus journey back because it was travelling at a fast speed. Not that it was a bad thing but when the bus was at the slopes going down, it was still speeding. That made me nauseous.
When we were at one of the pit-stops, I got down, went to the toilet and vomitted out all the food I ate previously.

Mosaic 2009

Eric and I went to Mosaic 2009 at the Esplanade. God, I tell you, its been a long time since I stepped into Esplanade.

Then there was this persistent sales lady who wanted me to buy their chocolates. 1 packet for $5. I was like, "Ok lor..."

Then we proceeded to watch the live band.

Nehnehpok! I tried to take photos of them but the botak guy kept on moving.

Doomsday; Dec 21 2012

Yet again someone predicted doomsday.

Sunrise/Sunset

The sunrise/sunset gives me a certain indescribable feeling.

Want to know what's one of my greatest wishes?

To own a cottage by the lake.

So that I can spend my time with my other half, watching the sunrise and the sunset, watching the days gone by.

p/s: I want to write stories again like I used to before when I was 15.

Loving Someone For Who He/She Is

Loving someone for who he is, does not mean the other party can continue being who he is. If you're egoistic, it is your privilege knowing that your other half still loves you. I think, it's only fair you try to change for the better. How else will things work out between 2 person?

No communication, No effort, No mutual understanding. No intelligence to think. No compassion to feel.

That is why it is neccessary for both parties have mutual understandings, and put in effort to know each other better.

There's not a need to put in effort to love the other party better because it is suppose to be effortless.

Ashlee Simpson's Drunk At MacDonald

I found this video online and found it rather hilarious.

Ashlee is just like Britney.

She lip-sync in front of thousands. She was booed.

She got drunk and made a public scene at Macdonalds.

And to think that I used to like her.

Wriggle Beauty

They come from the land of the rising sun.

These two are what I call perfect beauty.

Takeshi is ever so gorgeous looking.


And Ayumi Hamasaki; the elegant, timeless beauty.

Being Sick Is Good

They say sometimes its good to be sick because its like you slowly shedding away the bad lights from you.

Shedding away the negativity from you.

And then you will feel like you are a new person.

Is it true? - I don't know.

But what I know is that I feel really bland right now. No life. It's like I am missing out at a whole lot of things.

When I am sick, I feel weak. I feel meaningless.

When I am sick, I feel like a wiener.

No energy.

And best still, I can't go out during my off days.

Lindsay's New BFF?

Lindsay Lohan was seen going out with Mel.B, ex-spice girls.

Is she Lindsay's new BFF?

No Voice

I am recovering, still. My throat has become hoarse. Then I lost my voice.

I am too tired to blog.

It's like I have become a mute.

Time

Time doesn't wait for you. You can't go against time. You have to go with the flow. Time doesn't grant you to go back to the past neither will it grant you to take a peek at the future. But what time can gurantee for you and me is the present.

Mistakes are being committed but time doesn't allow us to go back in time. But what time can give us is a span of time to do up another proposal and prevent us from making the same mistakes again.

So the question is,

Are you with or against time?

In The Train

Everything is always a first. I have never done mobile blogging and yesterday I just did. It was complicated but fun.

And now I am blogging in the train using my laptop. How Fascinating. Of course, by doing this, -using my laptop in the train, isn't by any means boasting to others.

I just needed to blog.

I am now on my way to catch a late night movie at Tiong Bahru Plaza. I wanted to watch, 'Knowing', for a very long time already. Finally, I get to watch it.

Ah, you know what? - I just gave up my seat to an elderly despite having to carry a bag in one hand and a laptop in another.

Damn, I am still blogging even when I am standing.

Oh well, I got to go for now. I can't balance myself.

The Evil Bunnies

I had a strange nightmare.

It started off with a 'BAM', and then a silence. I stood at the top of the building, looking around, feeling lost. I walked till the skies grew darker. Then I heard noises again. This time it was subtle.

Then I saw from a distance, someone wearing white jumping and jumping non-stop. There were more of them as seconds passed by.

As they got nearer, I realized they were bunnies. Their faces covered with blood, and they had fangs. They hopped nearer to me.

And then I saw a huge clock. It was 10 minutes before midnight.

I heard a voice, "You have 10 minutes to live as for earth will disintegrate when its midnight."

I looked around and asked myself, "Am I the only human here? Where's everyone? Or have they transformed into evil bunnies already?

One of the bunnies tried to claw me and then tried to bite me. But I dodged and escaped.

2 minutes left.

I saw huge flames of fire. Really huge. The fire engulfed everything around it.

I was so scared.

Was I in hell already?

I couldn't take it anymore.

The finale; I remembered I whipped out of dick and masturbated. And the bunnies watched and said, "it's not going to help."

Soon, I was burnt by the huge fire.

Died.

Terrible Flu

I am having a terrible flu. Really terrible. I feel like cutting off my nose and throat. Wait, I should snap off my head.

Terrible flu.

Damn you flu!

Mobile Blogging

Blogger has come up with something new which is mobile blogging. Blogging while on the move.

I am trying it out now and it seems fun.

What is not fun right now is, ...

MY OUTLET LOST ITS RANKING TODAY. WAY DOWN. LAST.

There is still 2 - 3 hours more before this fight ends.

Ganbatte!

Fly High

I want to fly high.

Just some random thoughts; I want to go to Australia.

Curtain Call

Ayumi Hamasaki makes me cry.

Ayumi Hamasaki makes me remember my good old innocent days.

Ayumi Hamasaki reminded me of how simple but interesting my life was back then.

Those were the days when I don't have to worry alot. I went out alot. To East Coast. To the beach. Having picnics. Potlucks. Botanic Gardens. Lie down on the grass. Cycling. PLaying in the rain.

Now its work and its routine life.

Ayumi Hamasaki keeps me saint at times.

Curtain Call. This video of her reminded me of some of her videos she did in 2001 and 2002.

At a point of time, maybe at a crossroad, you tend to stop and looked back. Those memories will gush in and remind you of what you were before you change into another person.

Back then, everything was simple.

We need not worry about what we wear.

We need not worry about the friends we made.

We had alot of places to ease our worry. But now all we see are buildings after buildings.

Now its all about Gucci.

Now its all about L.V.

Now its all about the friends we make.

Now its all about Orchard and the high life.

Everything's complicated.

There's Friendster.

There's MySpace.

There's Youtube.

There's Blogger.

These are the fastest ways of spreading malicious gossips, making friends, meeting up with people, gaining fame, gaining monetary means, ganing popularity.

All that simplicity is gone.

GONE.

Have the world change drastically?

Most importantly, have you changed?

I think I have.

But I want to experience the past once again.

Lip-Syncing Too Much

He sang and we thought it was indeed him singing live...

But when he fall off stage, it was obvious.

His voice was still heard even though the mic wasn't near him as he fell.

LIP-SYNC! Worst than Ashlee Simpson. He went back up to the stage and continued lip-syncing.

Genting Trip; Day 2

Two cold days. Raining. Foggy. But still fun. Everytime I go Genting, I refused to go to the theme park. I can only admire it from outside.


We went to Old Town again for our lunch.








For this trip, I didn't really bother taking out my camera taking shots after shot after shots of my trip because I was too into CASINO. LOL.
On the second day, we watched 2 fas 2 furious 4. It wasn't my cup of tea but nevertheless, it was a good movie.
After that we went to Pizza Hut.







We went casino again and afterwhich we arrived back at our hotel room at 2 in the morning.
I bought starbucks coffee and nasi lemak for supper.

And magazines to read before sleeping.